i think everyone grows up with a love/hate relationship with their mothers. on times when we realise that we need money or we realise that gss is on and need funding we love bits those are the special days but on regular days they are such bitches you feeel like stranggling their assses offf. my mom is the greatest woman on earth without a doubt shes the only woman who can test the level of my patience and tolerence and after that stretch that as far as she can; waiting and hoping i blow up at her so that she can run and go and tell my dad that i have beeen disrespectful and that they should send me to the temple to become a nun blah blah blah blah another half an hour of her weeeping and acting cute infront of my dad omg wthhhhhhhhhhhhh gooood god the only thing she is good at is whinning and complaining how hard her life is when she doesnt even have a godamn job godamnit!
my dads leaving and oh boy she seriously chose a definitely wrong time to tred on my toes man bitch HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH SUCKERRRRRRRRRRRRRR cos this would mean shes going into total isolation cos NO ONE absolutely no one is going to talk to her i mean my sis cant give a shit about her and now im just not gonna talk to her (depending on my moood). oh welll too baddd so saddd. you freaking expect everyone to give up their lives so that they can fit into yours not everything about you is special please.
classic example: one fine sunday cheryl pig and bernice pig and mommy pig went out to town to eat CRYSTAL JADE ! cos daddy pig was in china buying pork. so then bernice pig and cheryl pig decided to stay in town awhile more after lunch to walk walk so mommy pig went home first to sleeep (as in seriously). so we came back and we saw her sleeeping so we naturally went to do our own stufff right i mean why would anyone in the right mind go and wake the person up and say that we are home! but noooooooo omfg she woke up came into the room and started screaming man i swear she just opened the door and started screaming haha shit it was like damn hilarious and anyway she was screaming about how we got home and dint even bother to say hi to her hahaah wtf right?! i mean like you are clearly sleeeping man what do you want us to do enter your dreams and say hi ?! wtfffffffff urghhh go and get a life man. omg shes just so unbelivable yeahh sometimes whatever she screams about just never ceases to amaze me how she can scream and make a big hoha over the most shittingliest situations which are so minute and so spastically stupiddd. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm is that what we called old age?
i think so!
oh well whatever i hope she doesnt make me wanna punch her stupid face tmr wah i think i will specially go and buy a hammer and hammer her face inwards okayyyyyyy wahhhhhhhh hahaha i think im gonna die young from spending my life being pissed with her. anyway thats what children with parents have to do anyway spend away half their youth squabbling with their parents over stupid stufff which dont even crappingly matter. some parents are just more spastically retarded than others.
haha okay im tired after all that complaining. sleeep!
STOP EXISTING AND START LIVING !!!!!!!!!!!
everything ends tmr wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh thats kind of fast actually just when i was getting in the mood of exams everything is ending yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy haha chem today was sucky beyond measure suckky sucky sucky sucky.
O-O HELLLOOOOO THESE ARE MY EYES O-O ihavewellpassedthepointof
yayyyyyyyyy!!!!!!! so ECONS IS OVER AND LIT IS OVER AND CHEM SPA IS OVER TWO MORE TO GOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! JUST CHEM AND MATHS well maths isnt really counted cos you dont have to mug so basically its just chem left wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
haha so today i dint have chinese at alll so i dint need to go to school EARLY IN THE MORNING HAHA so i happily woke up at 9.30 did my readings for econs to freaking make sure i know everything then did a bit of chem and got out of the house to go have lunch with hx then on the way to town woahhhhhhhhhh haha i met this super cute girl on the bus OMFGGGGGG SO CUTE LAHHHHHHHHHH HAHA SHE WAVED AT ME AND MADE MY DAY :D haha she was sitting beside me and then she waved and said helllo hahaha wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh so cute ! so obviously i waved back my god i wanted to grab her and run away but too bad she alighted at newton kindergarten hahaha tmr i shall go there and kidnapp her! wahhh shit shes so cute mannn shes like the cutest kid on earth when she grows up she will break many hearts ahhhhhhh shes a pretty kid tooo. aiyohh so cute!
had lunch reached shcoool did econs which was kind of horrible it was cold and after an hour my nails turned purple ahhh so freezing lah and then i had to write fast cos i realised that i was too slow you telll me how to be fast when your fingers are frozen ?! i had to keeep blowing onto my fingers so they will defrost ahhh next time bring a finger heater. hmmmmmmm so case study was bad the first essay was bad i did not even do the second part of my first essay no time i i dint understand what it was talking abt so 13 marks wave bye bye wahhhhh ! but second question was quite good i hope i score MY HOPE : GET SUB PASS FOR ECONS hope i can even get a subpass.
so anyway exam ended at 4 with me dying of coldness and brain deadness went to town to grab my flat white and now im home. OH! and while waiting for the bus home i saw this other kid who waved at me not even as cute as the other one i saw in the morning mannn this one looked like a hippo with big eyes stuck onto her face anyway shes mixed bloood :P haha she waved at me but since she was not as pretty as the other one i dint wave back :P haha no lahhhhhhhh i waved and then continued waiting for the bus hahaha
tmr tmr ..... wait outside newton kindergarten haha nahhhhhh but shes seriously cute loook hair and chubbby cheeeks and her complexion wahhhh is seirously damn goood unlike my face my face is peeeling okay i think i have some skin abnormalities thing aiyohhhhh sucha screwed up face. so anyway i hve to do chem now bye!
only three more days till i can start slacking again oooooooooh hurrry hurrry come !
well and from monday onwards until the end of the year i have got approximately six more months of torture in school until the holidays come
from now to alevels i have one and a half more years
its only 1.5 more years or less discounting the other minor holidays like hari raya and whatever shit holidays we have well i wont die. i'll live through it versus to be in some life threatening situationi'd rather pick 1.5 years more in jc.
note. THANKS WANL FOR THE CANDLE HAHAHA I THOUGHT IT WAS EATABLE :p BUT ITS PRETTTY COOOL LAHHH EHHH AND I DONT THINK I CAN BEAR TO BURN IT AHHHH ONLY IF MY HOUSE HAS A BLACK OUT OR STH LAHHH. AND WHENNNNNNNNNNNNN ARE WE MEETING UP HAHA WHERE HAS STUDYING AND EATING OUTINGS GONE TO AHHHHHHH ????????? AND I SAID STH HORRIBLE YTD AND OUT LOUD SOMEMORE
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this picture is nice :D next time i want to own one of these and hang it up in my house or in my room.
im tired today is a hectic day and so is tmr but nvm maybe shopping tmr with my sis haha thats what i like to hear.
anyway i realise i blog more when im tired.
to release out all the crappiness inside me
and the stupid apple people have not called haha and according to my sister they might call me with the pear phone hahaha aiyohhh at least she catches on with my jokes :P
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haha yayyyyyyyyy it never hurts to go on a shopping trip with my mom even though you have to tahan her constant nagging but it ALWAYS ALWAYS PAYS nowadays :) haha so today i had to have tution in the wee hours of the morning at 11 wahh super early time i only got up at 10.45 and rushed like some mad ass to shower change and get ready. haha tution is always fun fun fun we always end up talking abt the taiwanese and korean shows and how we can relate them back to real life esp those love shows. tution for two hrs then rushed down to town to meeet my mom at food republic woahhhhhhhhhh shoppping is shiok! mango sale wasnt that bad but seriously alot of people and i made some enemy with some random woman :P wahhhh cos i was looking at bags and then i accidentally hit the bag onto her eye my god its not my fault who ask her to be so short haha :P okay no lahh but i said sorry like three times but she just stared at me so i hurriedly zaoed in case she attempts to throw bags at me haha.
so now im back home and i need to get down to doing my work again and finish up everything on the list that i created.
well i just got back from tution so this can only mean one thing :D :D
!SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!my eyebags looks terrible mann i think they grew aiyohhhhhhh okay i just have to finish up my chem stufff and read act one of lit and then do my econs and then im done . sounds easy?????? sounds easy????? huhhhh pffffffffffffffftttttttt easier said than done. esp since its a lazy afternooon i have my greeen tea and my air con and my bed in my rooom wahhhhhh strong strong temptation to sleep i think i'll just fall aslp on my wksheeets.
anyways tution was goood even though i dint listen that much or actually i cldnt really follow what he was talking about but even so the stuff talked about with sand was gooodhmmmm maybe its beeen a long time since i could share the same sentiments as someone even more so now then ever since im in cj and sand is in ac. on the very very very brighter side my sis is coming home for dinner tonight YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :D
and the stupid apple people havent called me yet im still waiting for my ipod i neeed it!
its now coming to two in the morning and ive just finished up my tutorial for partial fractions a looong way more to go till im done with all my revisions. im super shagg after typing this i think im going to sleeep already. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz so the wedding food was quite goood and all its at club chinios not really my ideal place to have a wedding but it was all good cos its catered to a smaller crowd its quite interesting nonetheless with all the nice deco and foood and drinks i think my the time the wedding dinner ended which was at 11 i was half asleep at the table reaalyyyy as in seriously i wanted to drag myself home asap but nooooooooooo my mom had to go and socialise with my stupid cousins. anyway i still think that the brides husband is abit weird cos he looks like a china man but nvm its her taste lah she just has to stick with it :p anyway i was looking at my cousin and her grooom haha and i thought about my own wedding haha which will probably only be a family affair with just about four friends and my parents and my sis there and thats all it'll be in like new york or something or hawaii or mauritius or aust or venice or paris haha okay lah thats like almost the whole world:P aiyah anyway i might not even get married so whateverrrr. pictures:D
the eight course meal along with my three drinks : beeer, red wine and greeen tea O_o haha i went to the toilet 4 times haha :Phaha thank god the toilet was like beside my table haha super near and super convinient :D
me and my sis:D when we were bored during the dinner cos you see my cousins are all mutes so they dont really talk much or at alll yeahhhhhhhh haha aiyohhh i seriously have to start losing weight urghhhhhhh my face just grew bigger and fatter two kg in a month of the holidays is no joke mannnn obese people will die from gaining just two more kg and so will i !!!!!!!!! okay okay tmr im going to wake up at 10 and then move my books and barang barang and out to study! hopefully for 6 hrs and it will be effective :D
okayy GOOODNIGHT!
A -Damn, you are good in bedB -You are always fun when it comes to meeting new people.
C -You're wild and crazyD -You have trouble trusting people.
E -You're loyal to those you love.F -People totally adore you
G -Love is something you deeply believe in.H -You have very good personality and looks.I -Love is something you deeply believe in.
J -Everyone loves you.
K - You like to try new things
L -You have a nice ass ;-)M -Success comes easily to you.
N -Have a big warm heart.O -You love foreplay.
P -You are popular with all types of people.
Q -You are a hypocrite.
R -You are very hot and sexy!S -People think you are so sexy.
T -You are one of the best in bed.
U -You are really chill.
V -You are not judgemental.
W -You are very broad minded.
X -You never let ppl tell u wat to do
Y -One of the hardest gangsters aliveZ -You like it VERY VERY HARD.
hahaha its nice to know that in this life i have a very nice ass and im good in bed hahaha okay this is just to relief myself of bordem for only about like 5 minutes haha back to work
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! schoool is starting in one weeks time ONEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! nd chem spa is on the 23 which is i dont know when so i better start studying now now now now now. now now now. but before that i shall stay online for an hr or so watch tv for another hour or so bug my sister for maybe abt half an hour then another half an hour will be taken up by my mother who keeeps walking in and out of the rooom i dont know why man! she scared that i climb out of the window issit! omgggggg. and during dinner she was sucha pisss offf my god i swear next time my sis and i will be banned from going there to eat already man all she did was squabble with the lady over some food item aiyohhhhh they are all eatable lah! just settle with anything mannn and then the table beside us started to stare at us and think we are some screwed up family with weird characters which is NOT TRUE OKAYYYYY ITS JUST MY MOM EIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!
and today is fathers dayy :D HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DAD!!!! anyway i doubt he will even read this cos for starters he doesnt even know what a blogger is haha he only knows microsoft word/powerpoint haha anyway TADAAAAA!
my super handsome daddy :D anyway thats a pic of him during his birthday which was quite recent lahh. i love him even though he has got triple eyebags :P
anyway im going to be ipodless for the next week or so until the apple people call me haha then they will call me using the apple phone so i have to pick up with a pear phone :P hahaha okayy whatever DO WORK!
SANDDDDDDDDDDDD! SAY HELLLO TO YOURSELF STUDYING WHERE YOU SUBSEQUENTLY FELLL ASLEEEP DOING MATHS AHHHHHHH! haha wahhhhh we had a mad time laughing to mr au's house haha which was seriously spastic cos we were just laughing at being tired haha okay i still remb last year we just pointed at a snail and laughed at it for quite awhile hahaha okayyy we just sound retarded now haha but its fun! :D at least i FINALLLYY
REPEAT: FINALLLY
REPEAT: FINALLY
haha met up with her wahhhhhhhhhhh who always has no time and let me say first who always pangsehs me! haha even though i was super shag today but laughing at nothing sometimes IS fun :D
anyway today i had to wake up bloody early at like some unearthly time for the holidays at like 7.30 aiyohhh omggggg i think the sky just fell man waking up at 7.30 then i dragged my sleeepy sorry ass out of the bed showered and then went to bugis with maybe triple eyebags noww. i just cldnt wake up so i had to go and get coffee :D i thought maybe cheap and good coffee would be fine but omg nooooooooooooo not even kfc or the stupid foood court was open lah! anyway so i had coffeee bean then met the rest for project work who for the record WERE ALL LATE EXCEPT FOR GOMEZ thank god for gomez i would have hidden in the toilet and waited for them to come ahh if no one had arrived. anyway so did project work was quite fun and then went home to see sand and then to mr au's and now im home and i have to study. im tired and i have a training tmr which i have to drag myself there omggggg just the thought of running makes me want to DIE ! someone please start helping me make a coffin white colour would be nice ahhh.
humour me;
ihateitwhenfriendshipsjustblowupinyourgaceandyouknowthatitsnevergoingtobeabletobethesameagainjustlikethatihateitwhenyouknowthatsomepeoplejustcannotbenormalfriendswithyoucostheyalwayshavegotthiswayoftakingthingsawaywiththemihateitwhenirealisethatitsneverpossibleandiespeciallyhatemyselfornotbeingabletoseethatitwilleverbepossibleandbecomerashandgooutoflineihateitihateitcosiknowitsneverrecoverableandwhatisleftofitisjustregretfollowedbyregretandregret.its because ignorance has made me stronger
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! hahahahahaha isnt it amazing when it just takes only one person to brighten up your whole day and make it so much more perfect than it already is !:D haha my sis is coming home for dinner yay! makes me look forward for dinner tonight!
yayyyyyyyyyyyy is hk's 17th tmr okay im bored now so im just going to put the picture up now and wish her haha :P
lift me up just lift me up don't make a soundand let me hold you up before you hit the Groundsee all comeyou say your all rightbut I get the strangest feelingthat you've gone away- you've gone awayand will you find out who you are too late to change?I wish I could be every little thing you wantedall the timeI wish I could be every little thing you wantedall the time some timesits been a cold morning and it will always remain cold for the next half ; no matter how strong your faith is ;you will always feel like you are walking this stretch of the road alone fading
lift me up just lift me up don't make a soundand let me hold you up before you hit the Groundsee all comeyou say your all rightbut I get the strangest feelingthat you've gone away- you've gone awayand will you find out who you are too late to change?I wish I could be every little thing you wantedall the timeI wish I could be every little thing you wantedall the time some timesits been a cold morning and it will always remain cold for the next half ; no matter how strong your faith is ;you will always feel like you are walking this stretch of the road alone fading
Where is the moment when we need it the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue sky's faded to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carrying on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carrying on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carrying on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Sometimes the system goes on the blink and the whole thing it turns out
Wrong
You might not make it back and you know that you could be well oh that
Strong
Well I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You see what you like
And how does it feel, one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
this song is nice :D the mtv ahhhhh is even nicer :D haha damn sweeeet lahhhhhhhhh anyway this song is nice to listen to on a rainy dayy haha so since it is 9 in the morning what shld i do today?! STUDY AT STARBUCKS WITH MOX?! haha someone is lazy to move her shelll out of the house haiyohhh got people like that one ahhh haha :P anyway today i have to go to school for maths consultation okay hope it works mann i need help for chem and econs also which kind soul would like to help me ? anyoneeee??????
and where has yizzz gone to ???
YAYYYYYYYYY HAHAHA SAY HI TO YOURSELF MOX! :D
we could be the talk across the town ;
haha so the past two days have beeen spent staying in starbucks burning fats offf my ass with who? haha of course with MOX! :D haha not to forget she is turning SEVENTENNNNNNNNNNN THIS FRIDAY HAHA YAYYYYYYYY! okay whatever lahhh but haha monday was not so bad studying but today was seirous woahhhh damn tired man and plus it just poured like nuts and there we were in starbucks freeezing our legs and arms offf ahhh IN OUR JACKETS somemore haha and we practically revolved 360 degrees around the place haha we got there at 10 and we left at haha 6.15 arnd there haha woahhhhhhhhh someone please say that we are muggers ahhh PRO MUGGERS MAN! haha we spent more than six freaking hours there burning fats to fight agsint the cold ahh and to buy many cups of coffeee and food and walking around the place and throwing tissue paper at ourselves and someone ahhh also really very lame called me on my hp haha WHO AHHHHHHHHHH????????????! haha woah but it was good man no computer and no fridge to distract me and no tv haha yayyyyyyy this is gooood at least i got things done SOME THINGS only haha :P but it was all good yayY!!! MOX AND STARBUCKS ROCKKKKKK and even better tmr there is no training! yayyyyyyy my god my day cldnt get any better at allll haha not say there is no training but training is bloody at NTU and its at 9 in the morning which means IM NOT GOINGGG haha wah lao its freaking damn early in the morning lahh and plus that place is super ulu who knows there lahhh since my sense of direction is damn baddd can get lost in cityhall MRT station so obviously i will get lost there also. this is gooood :D just when i woke up today and thought that everything was just going to be so so so so damnit fucked up will the day went really welll its like a rainy day but its goood :D zero to hero;;;;;
its
that regret. urghhh i cant believe its still bothering me. its probably something that i know i cant change but i just live in the regret.
peach martini;;yayyy today is not sucha bad dayyy :) went for zouk's flea and easy and got stufff ! yay! all under 50 bucks! 2 pairs of earrings a necklace and two tops yayy! now i can strike out more stuff on my shopping list ahhhh haha. other than that today is a lazy dayyy i feel so drowsy i dont know why and then the weather looks like its jus going to pour so badly. haha im in a lazy moood now but giong to meeet sand later to pass her her stufff and probably get a coffeee or something :). ------ haha okay that smiley look like it has a mole! wahhhhhhhh!
the june hols have been busy probably cos its only been the first weeek hope i wont be that busy next weeek which i wont cos MANY MANY MANY MANY PEOPLE ARE LEAVING AND GOING FOR CAMP AHHH! WAHHHH MANY MANY LIKE WHO AHHHHHHHHH ? haha nahh but nvm means more staying at home time and going to starbucks to study time with mox wahhh like finallly man! haha everytime i can make it she cant then when she can i cant haha what can i say man mox you have no fate with me lah! haha then thurs i have to visit the skin doctor ^%*&^(^() wahlaoo haha hope he prescrbies good medicine that is worth the money ah! wahhhh not leave my face as fucked up as before man! haha :P
and on thurs dad is coming back from china and then after another week he is flying off to dubai for abt threee weeks or so oh man this means i HAVE BEEEN REDUCED TO ONE PARENT! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *SCREAM AND RUN ARND IN CIRCLES* WAHLAOOO this means ahhh serious ww3 stuff is going to happen around the house mann. okay lets hope that no one gets hurt when my mother and sis quarrel and hope that i dont get dragged into it otherwise no one is going to send me to school and then i have to walk to school myself! okayy i shall be the neutral party the "peace" zone ahhh haha and i shall try not to tread on my mothers toes mannn. i dont want my dad to leave cos as much as he has to get out there and make money to support us pooor souls ahh but somehow with him around the house life is much more secure like he will be there to control everything and in everything i mean my stupid ah bu lahh. haha and when he leaves this only means ONE THING ! ONE THING = I HAVE TO BE THE MAID. wash the dishes sweeep the garden clean the flooor and the toilettt.aiyohh but nvm im used to it alreadyy haha im training up to become a professional ahhh a professional cleanerr:P
note: WANL! REMB TO BUY ME STH FROM UK HORRRRRRRRRRR HAHA BUY ME SHAKESPEARS PORTRAIT ALSO CANNN! :D
when the day is fresh im coming home again;;dont know why all of a sudden i feel like bloggging :D haha went back to school today for math remedial and i dont understand what mr poh is teaching again okay this is a clear indication that i should pulll my socks up and start mugging and loooking through all those tests where i failed badly:P then the weather sort of got worse by the very minute then it started to pour like nuts mannnnnn what good weather to sleep but! i dint go home to sleeep. aft math went to island creamery with dear loverr haha talked talked talked all the way to town and then talked talked talked all the way back to my bus stop. and now im tired. super tired. and terribly irritated again.
i am so over and disgusted by those who keep pestering me and bugging me over a stupid convo which is so borinng and yet bugging me to talk to you. im sorry but if i dont reply just accept it goood god and then yuo have to be saddd urghhhhhhh i am so disgusted noww i cant even bring myself to go for anything that you go now disgusting its going to be just like first three months now. why cant i have something simpler?
