TODAY IS A GOOOODAYEEEEEEE :D :D :D :D AND WHYYYYYYYY? BECAUSE I WENT SHOPPPING WITH MY ATM CARD! (my mother))) yayyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!! okay that is like prbably the only time that i lover her :P haha nahhhh but we went walk walk arnd twon for five hours and we got lots of stuff okayy not we but i got lots of stufff :D 2 skirts s bags a pair of three quarters yayy i am happy happy happy! shake my hand! okayyy im getting random haha byeeeee.
im in a highly fucking bad moood i feel so fucked up at the moment cos i have a feeling that im sick again ^&%^&%*&^(*&) i have a freaking blocked nose and a sore throat yet again for the dunno how mayeth time wtf i feel like killing someone. just reached home from some stupid dinner at some jap restaurant well cos it was my dad's birthday oh wells guess im attitude for tonight was really terrible and sufferable shit my dad just had to stand my uncaring sense of irritation man and he had to be fed with my shit argh wtffff its his birthday man i shldnt be acting like that! but i cant help it im seirously in a fucked up mood and there are people complaining to me! wtf i feel like asking them to go and die right now urghhhhh helll.
church was good as usual :) sunday is probably the only day that i look forward to throughout the entire week and i know why i love sundays cos its the time of the week where i can spend the most just basking in God's presence for once while worshipping and knowing that no one can distract me during that brief two hrs so i have decided! the place where i wanna spend my last few hours of my life iss in a church :D. not in a hospital with all the medicine smelll or at home i wanna be brought to a church and sit there and die peacefully. ahhhh the thing is i hope i die peacefully. anywayy yeahh halfway during service i realised that throughout the week i have been just too weary and only through God can you find comfort and a peace of mind. I know its like a damn simple theory but probably the past weeks have been too busy for me to realise that one simple fact that I needed to find God back into my life and he is all i ever need cos nothing in this World i better than him:) okayy now i sound abit preachyy :P haha but but but service was just greatt!!!!!
and i have been just slacking my ass off like any idiot in jc hurrrr not doing any work as usual aiyahhh IM JUST GOING TO FAIL MY MID YEARS. oh yeahhhh and i got my nice new birks from booon this weeek :D and i got a new wallet a present from my sister haha so yayyyy!! ohhhhhh and hope that on vesak day mox sand tang me can all meet up even more yayes!!!
THIS WEEK IS A THREE DAY WEEK! IF YOU ARENT HAPPY ABT THAT THEN YOU JUST SUCK ! okayy have a great week ahead people!
yesterday was just a shit day of mixed emotions. my hp batt died half way through the hockey match then rushing then scolding aiyohhh even until now i still feel the side effects of my rollarcoaster day ytd. i went back to sc no no not went back i RANNNNN Back to sc ( looks at SOME PEOPLE) and then sweated like a mad pig while running cos i thought i was definitely late and i would definitely miss them and sure enough i COULD NOT SEEE THEm wahhh my mood just took a plunge man i just hugged the busstop pole and waited for another freaking 171 to fly by and then just as i was dying ALONE ALLLL ALLL ALLL ALONE at the bus stop i saw SOME PEOPLE strolling out of sc wahhhhhhhhhhh I THINK I COULD HAVE JUST DIED AND ASKED SOME INDIAN GUY AT THE BUS STOP TO SHOOOOT ME THERE AND THEN ! haha but im glad i went to town after with bleep bleep and bloop blooop haha (pls try and decode the names) yeappp though i had to rush off aft that but maybe it made my day a lil bit better wasnt in such a bad bad fucked up mood anymore :)
anyway today i am happpy cos im finally FINALLY GOING TO MEET UP WITH SAND :D for tution and lunch aiyohhh i just feel like complaining haha and complaining.
this is getting tooo shadyy
arghhhhhhh that day is just inching nearer and i cant do anything about it. someone please be a kind soul and tell me what to do.
