god i just love that line i dont know why.i read it during a short story in class, usually i would always stop and hesitate to read through the whole short story cos it just bores me to go into detail of the whole henious blob of shit that i have to read by like what 20 minutes flat but this time round i nailed the story flat hah so yay for me anyway life has been normal and no im not saying its getting better or anything but im learning to cope the upcoming of events makes me rethink everything and i realise i have neglected my family alot fallenshort of all the good graces they have been feeding me with or giving me and yeah its no longer this i have to be a filial daughter phase cos i just broke a vase or i just stole ten bucks out of my moms wallet but it has strangely evolved into a more gradual appreciation of my parents/ family for the whole distance and time thing that sets us apart from one another sometimes it just kinda hurts when you know all that gets to you is on phone call from them and you are left sprawling on the floor like this uncontrollable mess. ive never given credit to my family for mostly anything well actually more so my parents im almost emotionally detached from them i occassionally take the time off to reflect and ammend but that has been part of a daughter duty but come wednesday when my dad flys in everythings just gonna change im going to give him a little bit more credit and a little less bitching.
okay i dont even know why im blogging must have just been this random itch to type something out anyway back to churning out my damn essay god knows how long thats going to take omg i can feel my energy already gone and my body is telling me to sleep almost like NOWWWWWWWWWWWW. and my skin has taken many many many hits i cant take it anymore im a walking freakshow i must hideeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!! okay this is now a major countdown to SPRING BREAKK YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY OKAY SO ITS 13 MORE DAYS YEEEEEEEEEHAWHWHWHWHWHHWHWHAHWHWHWHAWHHW
posted by outgrownobsession @ 8:55 PM
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