okay todays ptm went badly half the time i wanted to take out a gun and shoot her mouth to swipe off that smirk on her face. and sadly for my dad he just had to find out my results when he saw the result slip well its not my fault what its hard to tell this kind of results without being able to live after that. haha so my dad is in shock still lah and i feel so guilty for not being like my sister cos her results were good in jc and i am seriously performing below expectation mannn okay i need to go and get myself some help mann. so today's layout was wake up go for training eat lunch go for ptm come home shower and sleeep. oh boy its been a long time since i ever took a long 3 hr nap in the middle of a good sunny saturday afternooon cos ever since the start of the year im always out doing sth aimless on one of these saturdays everthing BUT staying at home and studying. but well now after that long 3 hr nap i have decided to start getting into serious mode cos its only like what 7 freaking weeks till promos omfg 7 okayyyy SEVENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN! so i better buck up and start revising all my first three months work cos me and first three months cant really seem to recall any work that i did or touched or went through. okayy if i get through promos and get promoted i want INCENTIVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but right now i cant talk to my dad about that cos he is still disappointed in me like how i can feel he is disappointed that i dint go donate the stupid bloood but the needles are like huge lah! how to donate! you will just die in the process of doing so mann! but aiyah maybe next time when im more mentally prepared and ready i'll do it maybe before i die i will write my will to donate my blood :P haha oh well so seven weeks more to promos and ive got to pass it cos i heard for appeal cases like me that dont accept no chances man. which sucks so bad. why did i ever come to cj yuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
and my sis is leaving in like three days time for taiwan what does taiwan have nothing but riots and weird parliment ministers. shes going to be gone for eight days i better find stuff to fill my weeek now. okay and i have my fridays full haha yay! so cant wait for next friday :D and maybe i'll try to fit in something on tues and thurs :D alright!!! okay into work mode nowwww and i will relive freedom in another letsay 7 or 6 weeeks.
hello happiness are you here to stay ?
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