echos of my everything %%

first posttt

okay so since stupid diary-x is down for a really $^%&%$^ long time i have moved to blogspot :) anyway its been a long time since i ever posted anything on the comp sooo long until first three months is going to end in just a week or two more. wah for some reason im abit reluctant about everything just about the moving and changing and switching makes it sound so tiresome why cant we just dont have second intake and STAY PUT LIKE THAT! moe just wants to make our life tough thats why! but apart from that the making friends part for second intake should be fun :) haha comeeeeonnnn second intake! hope you have some better looking guys to oggle at :P

this week is almost half through and im already slogging my ass through waking up later and later each day for sch, tho its like me to do that but the hours of sch life is getting wayyy too draggy for me. lectures are gooOOOOd shit for me to waste time and stone apart from that tutorials are horrendous shit cos its more of a no-you-cant-stone-cos-there-is-a-teacher-hawking-over-you kind of basis and THAT basis sucks man! BIGGGG TIME!

i dont know why im feeling abit down maybe its cos my period is coming well kudus to that im in shit mode now :(even in school now though ive made new friends and moving on just perfectly fine but i cant help but think back or feel that there is an empty place in my life that is filled for the sc memories:) like all those ten years of happy moments and ugly moments esp when all the sec fours mugged so hard together for the o's;;; well it just aint the same anymore in this whole new school and environmen;;;;i guess when it was the best it really was the best :) it brought out the better person in me and probably the worst too but the friends i made are just uncomparable :) sometimes i just think that life is so terribly unfair well happens to me all the time you just wonder whether God is making fun of you well then again he may have his purposes but i just dont really see his now. ac/cj i guess i'll always be the weird one from all my friends :)





all well hope this reminency moppy mode of mine goes away soon cant stand this shit man

posted by outgrownobsession @ 4:14 AM