echos of my everything %%

2007-05-07T23:12:00.000-07:00

i moved from the bed to the table; from the table back to the bed; and from the bed to the table OMG CRY ME A RIVER LETS GET ON WITH IT!

2007-04-30T23:03:00.000-07:00

im not going to vegetate im still alive and its only monday. that was on saturday granville again haha its basically the best place. haha the first picture of dad is so funny he looks so proud that he owns pink flowers

2007-04-27T19:23:00.000-07:00

the week's finally over thank god rapturous studies for mid term was eating up my sleep time literally its not even funny. i have become a loyal supporter of concealers for eyebags; this doesn't get any better. its been raining like crap over here so much so that umbrella's are going to be the next best thing that ever happened to mankind

2007-04-22T16:37:00.000-07:00

i just finished baking some cookies and wrote the big words for my history project WORLD WAR TWO TIMELINE haha and i feel so accomplishedd!! i did that while combatting our new age of terror a terror so big so immense so huge a TERRRORRRRRRRRRRR that is known to be

OVER-OVER-OVER-EATING HAHAHAHA OKAY

2007-04-15T00:26:00.000-07:00

granville on a sunny day and ubc on a dreary day;

i was just thinking the hardest thing i have ever done in my 18 years of living this stupid life is leaving singapore and coming to canada; WHAT WAS I THINKING DUDE! so anyway the thought process is to stay put and dont move just stick it out and

as 50 cent says get rich or die tryin'

i prefer the get rich part but then circumstances calls for die trying so i get rich next time = no $ = :( haha

2007-04-10T20:12:00.000-07:00

"GOD HAS SUCH A GOOD SENSE OF HUMOR I MEAN COME ON TAKE A LOOK AT OSTRICHES."

2007-04-05T00:10:00.000-07:00

its always a rule to cry and watch life is beautiful. it's amazing.

2007-04-01T15:48:00.000-07:00

the first week of school has passed we're transiting into the new term soon which means fast which means summer soon which means summer school which means singapore :D i just got some ireaders card thing it made me happy just for a sec and then i was back to the same. schools tmr

2007-03-28T22:12:00.000-07:00

"The government will brutally beat down all who oppose it. We do not say an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth. No, he who knocks out on of our eyes will get his head chopped off, and he who knocks out one of our teeth will get his jaw bashed in."

wow heil hitler dont we just all want to bash your head in too knowing that you have jewish origins as well? what kind of quack government is that man thank god im not born in the interwar period anyway i want to read mein kampf sounds interestingly propagandistic i want to nazify myself hahaha

2007-03-25T21:22:00.000-07:00

okay after further enquiry i have cleared my doubts towards the seemingly suspicious "tests" that im supposed to have after the spring break and i have found out omg im so clever and yessss ITS A &*^)(^&*)&_)& UNIT TEST ! ITS IMPORTANT TIME TO STUDY. unit tests are 75% wth! we must prepare for ww1 now! school starts tmr and berts has left BYE BERTSSSS SEE YOU IN THREE MONTHS! IM GOING TO LOSE WEIGHT ! okay time to finish hw haha

2007-03-15T22:44:00.000-07:00

school from 9-3pm home after that and tv/snack time for relaxing dinner and then homework time (omg i never had a homework time in singapore) and then time to sleep thats my routine but its going to change again. im not sick of it i just dont like it when it keeps changing. so this is the gleneagle school life.go talons.

its only been day two since my dad has been here and its been crazy having to hold my damn tests and homework and my dad together the only thing that im looking forward to is spring break which is tomorrow. start to spruce up the apartment with my own unique taste of aluminium fetishes which my dad hates but i just love it. i decided im going to have flowers in the house to make it look bright and happy

and this is school life; me and kristin during math lesson doing the usual failing math, getting lost in class and falling half asleep during class haha shes cute and omg my face is so fucking fat. im going to lose weight and im going to look like a geisha soon omg so white and finally no matter what, throughout the week my mind's constantly adrift thinking about singapore the shopping malls i miss and the people obviously :D things arent the same with the usual people i complain to being physically around me. hey sand nope nothings going to change until i come back in july lifes not the same without laughing maniacally (if there is even sucha word) with you. my favourite photos i dont know why

can you feel it?its going to be awesome soon.soon.

2007-03-13T18:12:00.000-07:00

before i start my work, i must say i dont know but im just bothered that the pope wears red prada shoes is it ethically correct ? its the pope man i mean popes are supposed to be so severe and godlike to the catholics does that mean God wears 24 carat goldchains? im bugged by it. seriously. okay time for productive work

2007-03-13T09:11:00.000-07:00

guys, when they reach 50 plus become so nonsensical its hard to handle; haha i wonder if i'll become as domesticated when i grow up next time its hard to imagine cos i dont like restrictions but then again i'll never know. anyway hi sand :D ! and mox! haha

2007-03-10T19:56:00.001-08:00

UBC ? UBC?UBC?UBC?UBC?UBC
yeah ubc

2007-03-08T18:37:00.000-08:00

my calorie laden day starts with drinking my coffee daily at 8.15am then i go to school while listening to the history teacher drone on for block A i take out my 150 calorie energy bar and eat it; its not really an energy bar whoever said it was is lying they just make sure its packed full of sweetened nuts and sugarated honey on the top of the bar and make sure they look concise enough to be called an energy bar. and then come lunch two blocks after i eat my sandwiches and then i go to the snack machine and buy a twix bar and a bottle of water and sometimes starbucks then at the end of school all is lost by climbing up the hill thats IF i dont even get a ride home and then i get back and start eating two slices of bread slapped on with butter and peanut butter and i make sure the bread is saturated with it tht if i life up the bread the middle will just sag and after dumping that into my mouth i eat butter biscuits followed by chocolate and normal biscuits. okayyy hahah thank gooodness im going to start joining track next week I SERIOUSLY NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
ooooooooooh and i just recieved a letter from singapore its for me but it doesnt have my name on it HAHAHAHA I WONDER WHYYYY. okayyy byeeeee

2007-03-07T20:48:00.000-08:00

we live in a hyperreal world its what stimulates our dreaming and our fantasy world most of the time i realise 90% of the day im in the hyperreal im immersed in thoughts i sidetrack alot and im not focused most of the time which is my damn problem i need to start getting into position and aiming high and stretching myself to the very best because right now im stuck in the hyperreal and until my mind can shift out of that phase; im working on it.

2007-03-06T18:24:00.000-08:00

while my bodily fluids are slowly sucking up the fats that i eat every day and i just sit on my ass and watch the damn tv i know im not getting any skinnier oh my godd i hate this i hate this i hate this okay as soon as my dad comes its going to be signing up for the gym time and get my ass working. ive been so excited with my sis coming down i think im over me not going to washington shes going to be here and thats important finallly im going to have a glimpse back into life in singapore some closer to my heart than this cold wiped out place. we can find a cosy place maybe just snugged in the back alley of some nice restaurant or cafe with our nice hot coffees (as usual :D hobbies never change haha) and just chill for hours and update each other on the lives we never knew we had to go through one year ago. oh its going to be so fun just sitting down and talking and watching the whole world go by and having one of those days that you couldnt care less of how the world viewed you as a person or even cared of your bare existence cos you have the perfect company with you and that is exactly going to be it. its always been like this, its always the best to sit down and just think talk; talk serious talk rubbish talk gossip talk friends people others i like it cos it makes me feel connected and makes me feel less hollowed out and more humanly than ever.

anyway on the more studious part should i take up spanish or french? i dont knowwww both sound interesting but my dad hates the french president haha so i cant ask him and my sis will say take spanish i dont know why but somehow spanish sounds like spiniach haha but anyway spanish ? i dont knoww i'll decide later haha okay im out dinners here byeeeeeeeeee

2007-03-05T20:55:00.000-08:00

"his hand sought the adjacent flesh and sorrow paralleled desire in the immense complexity of love." - a domestic dilemma

god i just love that line i dont know why.i read it during a short story in class, usually i would always stop and hesitate to read through the whole short story cos it just bores me to go into detail of the whole henious blob of shit that i have to read by like what 20 minutes flat but this time round i nailed the story flat hah so yay for me anyway life has been normal and no im not saying its getting better or anything but im learning to cope the upcoming of events makes me rethink everything and i realise i have neglected my family alot fallenshort of all the good graces they have been feeding me with or giving me and yeah its no longer this i have to be a filial daughter phase cos i just broke a vase or i just stole ten bucks out of my moms wallet but it has strangely evolved into a more gradual appreciation of my parents/ family for the whole distance and time thing that sets us apart from one another sometimes it just kinda hurts when you know all that gets to you is on phone call from them and you are left sprawling on the floor like this uncontrollable mess. ive never given credit to my family for mostly anything well actually more so my parents im almost emotionally detached from them i occassionally take the time off to reflect and ammend but that has been part of a daughter duty but come wednesday when my dad flys in everythings just gonna change im going to give him a little bit more credit and a little less bitching.

okay i dont even know why im blogging must have just been this random itch to type something out anyway back to churning out my damn essay god knows how long thats going to take omg i can feel my energy already gone and my body is telling me to sleep almost like NOWWWWWWWWWWWW. and my skin has taken many many many hits i cant take it anymore im a walking freakshow i must hideeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!! okay this is now a major countdown to SPRING BREAKK YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY OKAY SO ITS 13 MORE DAYS YEEEEEEEEEHAWHWHWHWHWHHWHWHAHWHWHWHAWHHW

2007-02-26T17:42:00.000-08:00

godd the one thing that i wanted to happen to me has happened haha i fell sickk IS THIS A SIGN HUH! IS THIS A SIGN god i feel so uncomfortable i just feel like sleeping okay not until i finish my homework then i can sleeep. its been the same except out of the blue it starts snowing like a bitch today and it was just cold when i had to walk back up when all the ice was melting so water was trickling into my shoes. ive been growing uncontrollably huge i need to find a gym im not going to wait until i get into track thats just too loong urgh i need to find a gym like nowwwwwwwwww im starting to act up when im sick.

2007-02-24T08:16:00.000-08:00

today i woke up to snow :) and also to this little cute woman haha

if you shoot me i'll shoot you too;

school is out for the week i feel so relieved after a whole week of tests falling asleep unintentionally in class yet everything is going to feel familiar soon upon awaiting the 15th im counting down and praying and waiting for that day to come cos i know im going to be back at where i know i am. anyway hahaha i better buck up for schoool im asian must do better haha

2007-02-18T01:09:00.000-08:00

haha i feeel so happppy!!!!!!! im finally done with my socials project yessssssssss! haha and im so happy with the outcome though it looks abit kiddy but still i still like it hand drawn cutted and pasted by mee! so i have to do this project timeline about world war one right haha the drawing was fun but the doing of the timeline was not. yay!

so this was before and then tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa this is afterrr :D

hahah yayyy so nice okayy im so satisfied its a modern war where the magazine cuttings came from teen vogue and the stupid drawings were done by me hahaha so fun arts fun okayyy bye chinese new year people

2007-02-13T22:08:00.000-08:00

since its the time of the year again haha just because;; be be your love by rachael yamagata is still the best; im going to listen to it until it puts me to sleeep :)

2007-02-12T18:30:00.000-08:00

in the solidarity of the night i know thats when im found;;

so im into another week of school i bloody dont know how i made it through the first man BUT! anyhow the second week of school is going to be BETTER AND BIGGER AND GREATERRRRR COS IVE GOT RESOLUTIONS ASSHOLES! hahaha okay yeah so anyway even if i dont stick with them but they will pave how i go through the year and this year! NEEDS MIGHTY HELL ALOT OF PATIENCE AND FAITH AND STRENGTH and stuffffffffffffff okay im going to do work already hahahaha nowadays my updates abit stupid stupid stupid i tell you coquitlam is damn boring man one pathetic malll wahlao then to take a bus downtown is like must change a freaking billion and one times just to get there who bloody remembers how to get there where is my singapore 143 huh! wahlao 143 is the most faithful bus i tell you it goes everywhere! hahaha every single important place to me in singapore see it goes to taka (TOWN ), cityhall, that new place that just set up yeahhh habour front, it goes to chinatown when i want to eat desert it goes to clark quay i think but then i take bus and have to walk abit more then it takes me to toa payoh cos i mean toa payoh has ntuc right the best supermarket ever actually not really lah but it always has sale hahahahha my mom likes ntuc its the ahmahs shopping centre haha :P okay! let us recount what nice buses i can take from town to home 143,54,166,162,167 wahhhhhhhh so manyyy! OVER HERE! haha bus number walk by foot can take you down town zzzzzzzzz so stupid okayyy im going to do my work nowww byeeeeeeeeeeee!

2007-02-11T00:17:00.000-08:00

fast and foolish;

sometime today i thought, we are fighting for all the wrong reasons in life the things we end up craving end up stabbing you in the heart so painfully and yet you foolishly allow it to happen to you and then you end up questioning and reasoning with no clear answers and no clear directions given we roam every single day just like that blind and desperate and we really dont know when or i dont know when its going to stop. maybe one day maybe one day

2007-02-04T22:50:00.000-08:00

i feeel like im in primary one its a new school day new friends new clothes same old me but 12 years older and feeling like i have security issues and i want a friend RIGHT NOW ! RIGHT HERE THIS INSTANT ! haha i have grown up when i was primary one my dad took a picture of me before i went to school now i'll just have to take a picture of myself ! im not really into the whole social thing right now i just found my comfort zone which includes slacking around the house doing absolutely nothing but staring at mountains haha now i have to move out and start opening my mouth and talking i cant do it?i can do it? fuck i did it last year and look how far it got me hahahaha the saddest life in cj! right hx! we damn loner lahh only town accepts us! okayyyyyy im going to socialise again i will challenge myself see how much i can talk tomorrow if not im going to be an emo i only listen to my ipod fuck shit knn cb kid hahahahah okay i need to sleep byeee!

2007-02-04T11:16:00.000-08:00

happy birthday to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hahahaha omfg i loook insane but lifes fun like that when God gives you a camera you must make full use of it hahaha shit i look bad okay anyway i jumped start my day with sandy calling me :D hahaha i miss laughing like mad okay my hundred bucks calling card will call you soon! you made me feeel so happy on my birthday :D thanks sand :D

2007-02-03T08:57:00.000-08:00

the lights they hurt when they shine on me;

so its the pastors birthday soon 8th feb i was thinking of buying him a nice card with jesus's face on it hahahahahah okay no hahaha but yeah i want to buy him a card but then i wouldnt know what to write in it ; thanks for letting me mess up one of your rooms you are a strong man in God continue to keeep it up and stay that way okay ? hahahahahhaha wtf NO ! i think im going to buy a small card so i dont have to write much in it so then the happy birthday words take up all the space:P

every single day i miss you so damn fucking much.

2007-02-01T21:54:00.000-08:00

haha she looks hottt in this photo so i decided to put it up

days in lost colourless hues of grey
nights in smothering callouses, rubbing off the tainted flakes;;

2007-01-31T08:02:00.000-08:00

the view of below the mountain/hill when i walk out of the house. it was a lovely day.
the house i stay in the front porch which has afrosted ground in the morning its slippery so you just have to walk slowly

the crab in all its full glory catching them was gross holding them was scary but eating them was fun :D we caught 8 and steamed all of them hahahahaha so sad too bad
the place where we went to fish for crabs. the water was sparkling clear you could see right through to the bottom
me in the morning

okay so thats that i wanted to say a million and one things but now i dont think ive got anything to say oh! except that im going to buy a comb today :D todays a sunny day the weathers too good to be missing out on the streets!

2007-01-29T22:59:00.000-08:00

its all about strength i see it in my dad when he fears nothing i see it in my sister when she does her daily work the confidence in the way she handles situations i see it in my mom when she figures out the blotches going out and about the house and today i just found out i have none.so goodbye and goodnight i have left this room.

2007-01-28T22:24:00.000-08:00

OMFG I JUST BROKE MY FUCKING EXPENSIVE COMB wtffffff now i have to go buy a new one and i just found the shampoo in some other luggage i dont know whether to be happy or sad.

2007-01-28T21:56:00.000-08:00

haha if you miss my stupid face/ sucky hair which is not washed yet cos i dint pack shampoo hahahahahahahahahhaha sandra tan i know you are going to scold me and say im dirty BUT ITS NOT MY FAULT! im gonna buy some tommorow hahahahahahahha its like obs with nicer clothes and nicer food and freezing weather. even though i want the people that i love to be with me right here but i know it wont happen and i wont let myself crumble cos its not right. its dumb. so till school starts in about a weeks time i will do shoppinggggg :D

that me in the toilet it kinda look like a hotel toilet for now my room looks sad cos its plain and messy so i will only take pictures of the toilet hahaha :P YOU KNOW! THE FLUSH IN THE TOILET CANT WORK ! SHIT! hahahaha aiyahhhhhhhhh wahhhhhhhhhhhh when i come everything just breaks downn wahlaooo okay enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-01-28T21:32:00.000-08:00

YAYYYYYY SHIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ im finally in canada and got the damn internet connection set up damnit so long man but its finally UP! haha please shake hands with me its up! I HAVE LIFE! haha like what the uncle said the internet is finally up cheryl has found her legs hahaha okay anywayy the ride there was really bad lets start complaining in point form :D :

1. there was this kid who kept screaming he was going to die as in seriously DIEEEEEEE! and you know why! COS HE WAS LOSING ON HIS MOTHERDAMNIT NINTENDO GAME ! then he subsequently "died" in his game and then started calling his mother a bitch :P hahahaha actually i found it quite funny until at one point i couldnt sleep.

2. the family with the "dying" kid wanted to exchange seats with me shit and their television doesnt really work and their seats have some bubble thing at the back so i couldnt sleep

3. the plane had alot of kids so when i wanted to put my leg on the wall to sleep they will run oer my legs. WTF KIDS! NO EYES AH!

4. then when i got down the plane exhausted tired with bad hair and looking mad with like 16 hrs plane air on me the stupid canadian immigration officers wanted to check my bags as in luggage so they opened everything flipped through everything then i had to ALONE ONLY ONE stuff the things back and ended up sweating like mad so when i walked out of the airport i thought it was damn hot

5. then aunty ruth and me walked to uncle kh's car to load the luggages in SHIT! OMFG THE CAR BROKE DOWN :((((((((((((((( no more batt hahaha talking about it makes me wanna laugh cos its so lame man

6. i was jet lagging but they dint allow me to sleep to fight off the jet lag so they made me take down the xmas lights on their porch in the bloody cold wtf hahaa where is my money! do i get paid to take down the lights!

okay i wont be so braty but it was really cold but anyway cos i stay on the hill right or moutain or whatever hahaha god the view is just so gorgeous when youre walking down to the town centre the sun just illuminates the distant mountains and the clouds are shit hell lovely the sky is perfect sometimes you know you just cant help but think that those nature stuff are real and not stick ons until you really step on the soil of the mountains cos it really looks damn fake but fake in a real way anyway if the weather is nice to me tomorrow i will take pictures of the lovely sun with mountains and blue skies haha its like one of those motivational pictures but THIS ONE IS REAL!

the room is noticably smaller :p i have to stretch my socialising skills cos the partor and his wife like to have three hour long talks with me, do i look that interesting?! anyway everything is good i guess except yesterday i guess im suffering from jet lag i had this sudden take on everything and i just felt like bursting out and crying but no i dint god it felt horrible. but anyway i spruced my room up today and tomorrow i will go out and buy some photoframes to frames stuff up so it'll feeel more like home :D ive got nothing to do nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
should i do my three hour talk with them??? zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
okay byeeeeeeee you schooling peeeepsssssssssssss

2007-01-22T09:10:00.000-08:00

i need more winter clothes which means more shopping soon so hopefully when i go eat dinner at my gramps house i get money although there is lousy food okay so i hope my grandma cooks the prawns cos the prawns are nice. i realise i should socialise with my ah mahhh more cos she doesnt really like me cos i always blackface at her hahaha:P

whenever im in an emotional dilemma the best thing to watch is the oc its always the best.

goodbye is never forever its just temporal cos then we'll know we'll see each other again;;

2007-01-19T21:08:00.000-08:00

"Even in death, American columnist and satirist Art Buchwald managed one touching last laugh on Thursday by appearing in his own online obituary.

"Hi im Art Buchwald, and i just died." He announced with a grin in a video posted on The New York Times Website.

"People are afraid of death they're afraid of talking about death. They dont know what to do about it.

On what he liked his legacy to be, he says" I think i want to be remembered as somebody who made people laugh, feel better."

i dont know i just read it on the papers today and suddenly i felt like i wanna be just like him hahahaha.

2007-01-13T23:36:00.000-08:00

"no its about you not trusting your instincts
remember what i used to always get?
gold medal ribbon
everytime
i figured i loved it
why question it."

so today i went to church with my parents haha and all of a sudden while looking around the new building/church i remembered that when i was young like say pri 4 i was playing catching around the same area and got scolded like hell for screaming too loudly and i was disturbing the service inside then two years later i got scolded by the pastor's wife for making too much noise again hahaha must be god told them to scold me anyway so we went to church and my mom just made the most uncomprehensible insenstive unbelievable remark to this women so here goes:

woman comes in with her mom who is in a wheelchair so she wheels her mom to the side and walks towards the pews where we are seated and so she tells my mom "hey im sorry but could you guys move down so i can sit nearer to my mom ?"

hahahahahha wtf then my mom just looked at her and said "but i need to go to the toilet." HAHAHA THATS IT OKAY SHE JUST SAID THAT I WAS LIKE WTF HUH?! just move lah i mean her mom is in a wheelchair for godsakes and we are in church pls be more holy okayy haha so ironic anyway hahaha in the end we moved. wow im just stumped stupified okayy O.o i really looked like that at that time

rain drops are falling on my head;

2007-01-12T05:30:00.000-08:00

THERE IS AN ANTS WAR AT HOME
WE MUST FIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IF NOT WE WILL PERISH AND BE EATEN BY THE ANTS WORLDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

anyway ahaha i think my house needs more baygons or pesticides. today was a fun day.

2007-01-11T18:35:00.000-08:00

wake up kids we've got the dreamers diesease;

its raining again but today is just about the longest time about to sleep until;i wake up and then one more day has passed. well its a good day to wear long sleeves or wear a rain coat permanantly haha anyway while i was sitting at coffee bean yesterday WOW! i saw the cutest kid obviously an ang moh kid carrying his thomas the train umbrella haha so cute. ive grown short of words i dont know what to sayyyyyyyyyyy. im listening to the new radicals wahhhhhhhhh they are good hahah its going to be a good day :D

anyway my sis is leaving for the airport tmr i wont be seeing her until like what 6 months later wahhh thats so saddd but nvm i have photos of her hahaha okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy this is stupidddddddddd

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hahah i dont think im awake yet okay goodnight

2007-01-10T17:57:00.000-08:00

its morning timeeee its cold out there cos its raining and im feeeling a tad bit happier because under the tracks is playing wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh its a great song cos its uplifting hahaha i shall play it over and over again then.gooodmorning and gooodbye!

2007-01-09T01:50:00.000-08:00

suddenly this bout of sadness has gotten to me. all of a sudden i feel so depressed so unaware so lost so unattentive haha so basically to sum it all up so fucked up. i cant even stand talking to my sis anymore i just want to be alone

2007-01-08T06:19:00.000-08:00

"...she would end up asking him for a drop of medicine and a little bit more love."

2007-01-08T04:08:00.000-08:00

right now im eating ice cold strawberries and drinking ice cold ume shu dunno what also haha but its nice. life could be better but for now this is the best it can get.

let me tell you a secret;

2007-01-05T20:20:00.000-08:00

too little too soon; im back with much more things needed to be done but all i can say is im in a ZEN mode i have this long break to come and im just gonna relax and see how things go. things happen for a reason and reasons will find a way to resolve themselves and why? just because.
im not gonna brood im prepared since a very long time ago. so im ready.

2006-12-19T22:36:00.000-08:00

wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

it dint snow it WAS 1 DEGREE AND THEN I FELL SICK wahhhhhhhhhh amazingggg please all rise and clap hands for me i felt so horrible i shouted at everyone and complained like helll had fever and flu my body just ached like crazy and the bed i slept in was so cold i wanted to just give up and freeze to death.

anyway i decided to hate the landlady cos anyway i mean she hates us as well so i decided to waste her water and electricity so when i shower i switch on the tap as well and obviously to full blast haha this is to punish for her not giving as a heater in our room

im coming home soon SINGAPOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE GET READY TO RAISE THE SINGAPORE FLAG!!!!!!!!!!
okayy see you happy singapore people!

2006-12-15T22:47:00.000-08:00

IT IS OFFICIALLLY ONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE DEGREEEEEEEE HEREEEE

THIS CAN ONLY MEAN ONE THING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:D

TMR

IT

WILL

SNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

FALALALALALALALALLALALALALA

SNOWMAN TIME

2006-12-13T02:07:00.000-08:00

going down is the hardest; break my heart; break my crown.

2006-12-09T23:45:00.000-08:00

haha so im in canada now and we just went to gap and then so i went into the dressing room to try on clothes with my sis and then halfway through changing the sales assistant there was like "hey how are you both making out in there?" HAHA FIRST REACTION WAS WTF IS SHE MAD. HURRY GET OUT OF HERE! only later did i realise that she was talking about how we were doing canadians are damn weird man its just sad to think that im going to become one of them and asking people whether they are making out. its pretty cold here and all my mom does here is do tai chi. i dont know what im going to do its going to be a cold long year next year; i thinki should buy myself more books and make myself more intellectually smarter:D okay bye

2006-12-06T03:57:00.000-08:00

pete's place goooggreaaatttt food. i like. full. explode. grow fat. wahhhhhhhh canada days are coming and i have to say it even though i dont really like canada that im excited to sit on the plane :D if only i can take a plane ride around singapore the government should just make that ride to get tourists to come to singapore. anyway its been busy packing rushing around doing last minute stuff. its gonna feel good having my time out/ away from singapore sometimes the island is just way too small for good peace and enjoyment dont you think man? sometimes its really nice when you go away to a place where no one really knows you but they just see you for a moment and then you're gone. a land full of strangers ? i kind of like itt :D for one month i mean and then after that i will be totally recharged and will be back for more boring singapore action. too little too much has been going on this year.

i realised recently that i hate saying goodbyes they were neevr really one of my forte's god i hate it but the world turns in different ways and people's lives will never become singlely attached to yours forever and yours likewise to theirs and as much as you want it too it will just never happen unless perhaps you are talking about a husband but even so everyone has their own walk poeple come and go but you'll just remember them forever cos you have days and memories of them and you know that that'll just stick with you forever until you die i have a long way to go andd this is just a part of my own revelation.

2006-11-12T04:33:00.000-08:00

so halfway through reading papers in my waipo's house i realised that i was reading july 2006 edition straits times haha so i asked her where todays papers were and she asked me to go and sleep haha wtf.

2006-11-05T23:42:00.000-08:00

MY HANDS ARE FREEZINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG ITS RAINING OUTSIDE THE OFFICE AND THE AIRCON IS ON OMFGG SOMEONE SAVE MEEEEEEE.

why cant the company just go on cost cutting and switch off the aircon wahhh my fingers are gonna just self-drop in seconds .

2006-11-02T22:01:00.000-08:00

so im sitting at my desk right after lunch and right after sending some old ah mah to the national museum haha im listening to muse and life cldnt have been better :D working isnt that bad actuallly besdies cutting stars for three hrs and standing beside the photocopying machine for years until you can memorize the features of it. so working isnt really that bad besides the fact that i have to wake up at 7.30 every morning. so basically all i can say is that im happy :) and basically contented which never was achievable in these past few months or to be exact ever since j1 started so yeah im happy yet tired but nevertheless happy :D.

2006-10-31T01:22:00.000-08:00

WHAT THE HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

haha sorry this blog post is going to turn out really vulgur REALLLLY VUGLUR WOAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH omg i feel like taking a chopper and chop someone up and make baos out of them urghhhh i am so pissed like wtf no its not just wtf its WHAT THE FUCKKKK. &%&^P_)*&_)*&^)(&%^&#%$ knn.

who does she think she is??? godd??? urghhh freedom fighting just irks me! i will go find out who her mom is or her dad and go sue their asses off hahahhahaha not that i have any money to start with but wooooooooooooooooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh am i pissed ^(*&_)&_)&* cb!

okayyy i dont think i should be that vulgur anyway who likes a vulgur person yeah hahahah :P i do but maybe not the rest of the world. so work starts tmr i have to get rid of this nasty way of talking and be proper nice sweet elegant graceful and charming when i talk haha wtf. i think i can do it so long as they double my pay hahah who am i kidding mann. anyway this holiday is going to zooom by fast I WANT IT TO! so that i can take a break from stupid singaporeans who just spoil by life:((((((((((((( WHAT HAS THE WORLD COME TO ITS SO CORRUPTED DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE!

okay im going mad which i cant afford to cos i have to keep my sanity for tmr :D so for now its f words all the way until midnight or before i sleep then i go to work with gold bars dropping out of my mouth.

2006-10-05T05:43:00.000-07:00

im eating a sunkist orange so i really look like that :D ! haha anyway today was meant for catching up with the people who like to stalk me wahhhhhhhh i have personalised stalkers not bad not bad!!trouble at village which was overcomed and i trudged home like a happpy hiker :D many many cups of coffee in my stomach hopefully this time they will really DIGEST and not be pooped out and land in the toilet bowl if not tonight WHAT IS GOING TO SUSTAIN ME TO READ THE VERY EXCITABLE OTHELLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! okayy im going to continue eating oranges and start lit at 9 or maybe 9.30.

i cant wait for 8th dec. BORED. i realise i have a very boring life. okay but oc will keeep it going and the prospects of getting promo papers back next week will just killlllll the boring life and make it a dead lifeeeeeeee. IM OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

2006-10-01T06:33:00.000-07:00

hoping the best but expecting the worst;

well thats how it goes for the sad man and i guess the truth really turned out as expected today its hard for my dad but thats the way it goes for him; an open mind; patience;faith; and lots of forgiveness to overcome the hurdle that he has been through and through everything i am so proud of him maybe my future is dictated by him? i dont know for better or for worse family always comes first.

from thursday to sunday; doing what i wanna do, sleeeping off the promos sideffects and i think i feeel recharged and energised promos were hell days i wake up like a zombie and sleep like a zombie i walk to school socialising is zero to me sit and let my eyes grow straight my eye bags weigh a ton but i dont care (okay techinically not lah) cos the whole world looks the same as me haha. well im glad its over and i have one paper left and then im maybe even more free but i doubt so.

im bored nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww but i have got stupid errands to run next week not really stupid but more like important errands lahh. WHY DOES THE REST OF THE WORLD STILL HAVE PROMOSSSS AIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
THIS IS UNFAIR HAHHA OKAY I BETTER SHUT UP :p

2006-09-28T07:20:00.000-07:00

im back from a tiring day of shopping if only shopping centres had wheelchair rental wahhhhhhh i will be the first to be their platinum customerrr okayyy haha i doubt there will be shopping part two. no money; my mother dont wanna fund me no moreeeee.

haha im watching oc noww :D haha my ears feel hot cos i keeep scractching them i have hot ears ! but its cos i have mosquito bites on them i dont know how they landed there. okay bye!

2006-09-26T07:50:00.000-07:00

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHH I CANNOT CANNOT CANNOT CANNOT CANNOT CONCENTRATE!

wahhhhhhhhh hahahaha im doing my math but 3/4 of my brain is drawing stupid clouds of clothes in the air omggggg this is horrible lahhh i keeep thinking of what i want to buy tmr like wth i dont even know if it'll be in stock cos the last time i browsed through a shop was quite some time back wahh who knows dinosaurs might be still walking the earth. seeee how fast time flies promos are going to be over SOON SOOON IN LESS THAN 24 HRS TIME I WILL BE A FREEE HUMAN :D. i still have a thousand over stupid formulas ro remember and get into my stupid brain which doesnt want to accept math only shopping. okay haha maybe i should count how much money im spending tmr then i can use series and sequences to count how many !$chachings$! i will be spending tmr haha.

2006-09-24T08:03:00.000-07:00

jaded jaded jaded jaded jaded
jaded jaded jaded jaded jaded /

after wednesday is over i'll feeel so much more relieved no wait actually i will feeel :

YAY RUN UP THE TREE BOUNCE UP AND DOWN IN AND OUT RUN AROUND THE ESTATE LAUGHING RUN JUMP SKIP HOP SCREAM YELL BOING BOING BOING BOING BOING BOING ! HAPPPPYYYYYYYYY:D freeedom is never going to be felt as sweet as before :D wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i wont say i will go maddd but i will go home and throw my alarm clocks away and put my handphone to silent mode and tie my ears up and buy eye masks to cover my eyes so i can have some really reallly long overdue sleeep long enough to let my eye bags heal :D okay chem tmr

2006-09-20T08:40:00.000-07:00

so when i got home today i saw this :
haha my dad put the soft toys in and said he wanted to kidnap them and send my soft toy pig to the market and butcher it omggg so lame. he must be in an awfully good mood.

2006-09-18T06:50:00.000-07:00

okayyy i have a sudden urge to blog since the gp paper dint really go well today AS PLANNED! IT WAS SUPPOSED TO GO WELL OKAY! wahhh so as it turns out i dint have time to finish but never mind on to the more economics stuff i have decided! to do deos eos large firm small firm ped yed xed 4 market structures haha woahhhhhhhhh i purposely spelt all of them out so it seems like i have done alot alot hahah but it is alot! im at monopoly right now and i wonder why does this even help my future im not going to be a monopolist when i grow up haha the only thing i can own is my monopoly game pass go and get two hundred dollars :D :D haha i want that man i will mkae sure i pass GO everyday.

one paper down i have three more to go no 4 O-o this is so sadd my face isnt excatly handling the exams really welll hahaha and my hair isnt taing it well also. so what shld i do? buy more pins. okayyy i really cant wait for promos to be over imagine how free i will be, then again i wont really like being too freee too free until i can stay at home and paint the walls. okay hahahah im talking rubbish again im off!vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvrrrrrrrrrrrrrroooooooooooooommmmmmmmmmm :D
hellllooooo sand! dont worrry hang in there we will all make it through yeahhh then we can go do everything buy tennis stuff go to the gym rob the bank shop shop shop and extort a meal out of mr au hahah :D

hellloo mox see your hello is shorter than sands cos you always ask me to go and die hahah anyway see my thickskiness paid offf you really msged me and wished me hahaha! anyway you hang in there also okayyy then you can see me soon and smile big big :D

2006-09-17T02:55:00.000-07:00

wah oc is sad.

2006-09-11T08:57:00.000-07:00

its coming to twelve i wanna sleep but i have alot of other things to get done and noooooooooooooooooooooo sleeeping does not include one of them. i have to finish up some stupid econs essay so tmr in class i can sleeep when we are supposed to write that shit essay. im tired but somehow i dont seem to be working hard enough. the fatigue is just coming from complaining the whole day that im scared that i canot promote and what if i land in brother pauls office again what if i end up cleaning toilets O_o blah blah blah blah the list just goes on. WHY DOES CJ HAVE TO HAVE PROMOS SO EARLY ! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy this is so unfair!!!!!!!!!!!! what is wrong with having it later will we die?! will we be stung by poisonous bees and die in school?! will we be massacred ????????????????? okay lahh im talking rubbish again but its just really early and then we have the rest of the end of the year to do what absolutely nothing and remain idle at our tables and vandalise them with liquid paper ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. okayy i have one more part of the stupid essay to go and then i will read abit more and hopefully not crash and fall asleep and droool on the paper :P haha no one will want to borrow my notes already hahaha okay im offf.

oh oh oh oh oh oh oh ! I FINALLY BOOKED AN APPT FOR MY SKIN DOCTOR YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! wahhh like finallly then my face wont look like war zone anymore okay bye.

2006-09-10T00:32:00.000-07:00

sometimes its just so unimaginable how i can think about the wildest things its quite shocking and scary to think about it actually and im thinking about what is going to happen after promos and i just dont know

im boreddddddddddddddddd i dont feeel like doing work i feeel like changing my eyeball shapes into oc shapes wahhhhhhhhhhhh but i need to study badddly.

HI MOX! GO AND SEE YOUR BLOG ! haha

2006-09-09T04:23:00.000-07:00

okay so im here full after eating an early dinner and im going to start doing my work NOW! which is quite early in the night cos the night is still younggggggggg. okay so im going to do my work work work work work work work NOT watch the oc oc oc oc oc oc oc oc. wahhhhh i need to remember that remember but its always just lying around on my table so its just tempting to watch it and its always an easier option to watch vcd than to study.

okay i have to finish alot of shit by tonight
econs( large firms small firms postive exteralities negative externalities and maybe MAYBE if im still alive or if i even have my eyeballs intact i'll read the 4 ms thats even if im in the mood after doing all that shit)

chem(do atomic structure do tutorial and then do chem bonding)

math( do ap gp and the series e thingy)

wahhh and by the time i finish i will flat burnt out aiyah maybe i shld just let it spil over to tmr haha :P anyway today was shopping day with sandy and the quickest lunch but the outings are always good and also cos i bought stuff. okay im starting to get sleepy better not fall asleep on my notes man bye.

2006-09-03T03:24:00.000-07:00

hey cher! you actually update your blog! im impressed

anw whats that novena church thingy abt? =D

study hard yeah! =D

2006-09-03T01:31:00.000-07:00

today we went to sushi tei for lunch :D yummmo! and then the three of us my dad me and my sis just burnt many many dollar signs into thin air ut nvm it was worth it. and then aft lunch we bought a starbucks mooncake its some snowskin cranberry thing i guess but it was really nice. okay and tmr there is schoool and then tution and then tues will be studying wed will be outing ( i hope not ) thurs will be studying and fri will be my skin appt :D finally !

okay novena church is blasting silent night O_o why cant they sing anything constructive hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

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oooooooh and i forgot to add haha i got a teachers day present! yay! its some horse bookmark its quite cute :D haha even though im like the lousiest tcher but still i get a HORSEBOOKMARK not bad right !

2006-09-02T07:04:00.000-07:00

im gonna start vibrating at a high frequency soon soon sooon

2006-09-02T02:35:00.000-07:00

today is saturday. and its change bed sheets day. i dont like change bed sheeets day cos firstly my bed is like maybe 20 kg and then there is a pile of dust bunnies flying everywhere there is so much hair flying about in the air and then that makes the house messier and when the house gets messier it means we have to clean it why? because we dont have a maid WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. so thats what i did today. now my face feels like there are a milllion dust particles settling on my skin better go wash my face after this.

so the hols are here to stay but not for long only for a week then its back to schoool and then promos after mannn its like two weeks more till promos but until now i dont really see the stress to start studying. the wonderful thing is i realise must study every minute every time of the day so i try and i try and i try but i dont reallly end up studying cos staying at home makes me feel compelled to slack even more cos there are important necessities in life that are at home :D like the bed and the computerr. next weeek i hope i can get more things done since next week i will be really freee besides going back to school so ive gotta try.

and it keeps raining these few days my god i think the number of mosquito babies just increased in my neighbourhoood. haha so no one shld come to my house cos it means you have a higher rate of getting dengue thats unless if you want to die then you can come. i got out of the house today for lunch then over to mango yayyyyy and then i got a new wallet :P haha i know lahhh the other wallet isnt even old but nvm lahh it was an impulse buy and im quite satisfied with it it can be a two in one outing thing a wallet or a mini clutch :D

wahhh and to top it offf novena is starting to have live concert karaoke sessions cos sapstic novena church is having some feast day thing where it MUST involve using the microphone so that means i get live update on novena church stuff haha anyone want to know can come and look for me wahhhhh sounds exciting eh!
ive to go and wash my face before my face falls off okay bye!

2006-08-19T01:27:00.000-07:00

oh dear lordd i just got back from quick lunch and cutting my hair !WOAHHHHHH! let me say again WOAHHHH! SHIT !
HOLY CRAP lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! i look like my hair just got burned down and its short beyond short. and then my fringe just felll out by itself omgggggg i loook horrrible plus terrible haha on monday i will come to school in a paper bag aiyohh i shalll just alienate myself from humans mann cos it looks bad i look like an ahlian picked up from some hooker street !wow!i look like my angry anti cheryl club just burned my hair down lah it is so bad damn bad freaking bad horribly bad ohmymamabad shit fugly bad okay so its settled then! I dont suit this kind of hair i should write this day down to commemorate REAL BAD HAIR DAY!wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i think i just flushed my image down into the toilet bowl wahlaooo man i loook terrible i want to go back to the hair shop and stick my hair back lah wahhhh and she layered it I HATE LAYERED HAIR AND SHE DINT EVEN ASK ME WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i swear to my great grandmaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa to shave her stupid jap blonde head bald. man now i look just like one of her like i got manufactured in japan. god i hate layering.

2006-08-18T09:23:00.000-07:00

what do i have to do to let you know that i am here

as usual the weekends are here great one more week left to promos and my whole j1 life would be over in no time; leaving would not be such a bad thing after all anyway not like ive got a lot of use in cj. im in a huge psmy mood right now and all i feel like asking half the world to do is to fuck off. i hate this i dont know why my mood swings seem particulary bad this month its usually not like that so sorry to whoever i may have lost my temper at.

hey you there stop asking me if i know anyone else cos i just dont. period.

2006-08-16T08:34:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHHHAHA MY SIS IS COMING BACK IN LIKE MILLISECONDS TIME YAYYYY! COUNT DOWNNN! ROLLL THE RED CARPET FOR MY PRESENTS TO ENTER THE HOUSE :D hohoho

apart from that i havent beeen doing work today. this week seems to be turning out prettty well i must say. anyway im in the awaiting presents mode :D

2006-08-13T06:43:00.000-07:00

finally im back on to normal mode again
must be that time of the month again
thats why im so moood swingy
well im back on now
well maybe not
maybe just on
recovering
stage. haha okay the words look kinda cool like that:P anyway my mom ordered way too much for dinner today it was as if shes just trying to show off to my aunt that she has alot of money to spend cos she can afford crabs and all but they just get eaten and then we just pooop out the expensive crabs.

haha just got a call from my sis yayyy! turns out that things in taiwan are pretty good and cheap yay my day just got better by one notch. okay oc time bye

2006-08-12T07:15:00.000-07:00

people should always get second chances in their life they mess up they pick themselves up and then they repent and then they move on. today i realised what true hurt/love is. and today is a day i'll just never forget with tears; fears; wrath; anguish;disappointment. im tired. and i just want to stop right now.

2006-08-11T08:59:00.000-07:00

maybe;
somehow;
she has lost the will to talk
cos she no longer feeels compelled to
ever since
the end .

2006-08-09T07:23:00.000-07:00

haha wahhhhhhhhh my dad shld be crowned the new God of shopping man ! he pwns alll other gods mannnnnnnnnnnn! haha today he blew 500 plus dollars on shopping lah wahlaooo thats even more than me man seeeeee its not only me who spends the money on shopping lah! wahhhhhhh its like he never saw a shopping mall before man he just went mad lah. he walked into robinsons and then just decided like hmmmmmmm okay i print money for a living so i should like start spending it wahhh then he just raided the shelves. so he spent like 200 over on his first bill and then he also decided again that maybe my mom also prints money for a living haha so he blew another 300 plus mann wahhhh and the worst part is ! NONE OF THE 500 PLUS BUCKS WAS SPENT ON MEEEEEEEEE wahhhhh its an achievement man. but anyway my dad is kinda thrifty considreing that he hardly buys anything for himself throughout the year so maybe this is like a one off kinda thing it wont happen again not until a million years passes and dinosaurs walk the earth again but by the time we will be dead lah. but wow i am amazed mann all he bought was just plain coloured collared tops for work with boring colours but im glad that hes glad that his shopping spree went well :D its quite fun to shop for other pple man.

one day down another holiday tmr and then its back to schoool. omg whats wrong with moe why cant we have holiday!

2006-08-09T01:37:00.000-07:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOO!! guess whaaaat??? i'm "studying" in STARBUCKS with wanlin!!!! and she's the bestest bestest friend in the world!!

ok that was officially blogged by wanlin. =)

lalalallala i love cheryl! and cheryl loves me tooooooooooo! (you better ok or i'll slap you)

cheryl is a compulsive talker, and she can't study. SHOULD ISOLATE HER IN THE FOUNTAIN NEXT TIME!! tsk tsk tsk... later you get retaaaaaiiiined ahhhh!! ok no la kidding.

eh i swear she's desperate la can, CHERYL IS DESPERATE!!!!!!!!!!!

haha ok la i better stop defaming her before she decides to kill me.

bye cheryl!!!!!! -schmucks!!!-

wahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahaha...

2006-08-05T02:34:00.000-07:00

came back from a not that light but lovely lunch at bakerzin :D tution before that; finally, it seems like years that i keep going for the sunday make up and its beginning to seem like i go on sunday for another reasonnn ANOTHERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR reason :P. im so tired physically and mentally i dont know why but this whole week has just beeen draining thank god next weeek we have got national day hols hohohoho thank god for singapore. well so maybe monday i can have dinnner tues i have lunch wed i dont know what yet thursday maybe a good morning run and prata then maybe a movie and home. hmmmmmmmm fridayyy seems tempting to give it a misss shld i or shld i not ahhh will see when the time comes.

my sis is leaving this coming mon to taiwan so therefore national day hols will be lonely without her shes gonna be gone for 8 whole days and i will have to find something substatially time consuming so that i wont feel bored or lonely at home. maybe i shld buy some new soft toys for my bed :D haha sponsers anyone???????? i wanna go to toysrus to buy the patrick star soft toy :D :D yoohooooooooooooooo! an addition to the soft toy family on my bed, it has hit an all time low this month cos my mom has been throwing them out and giving them to the salvation army like wth doesnt mean i dont talk abt my soft toys doesnt mean idont want them ! so anyway time to replenish my stock !

YTD WAS THE BESTEST DAYY EVARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHA I GOT MY NEW FRED PERRRY LIKE FINALLY FINALLY AFTER EYEING IT FOR MONTHS EVER SINCE MAY! MY GODDD DO I HAVE PERSEVERENCE haha thats why im from perseverence in sc i have made that attribute proudddd :D so anyway i got brown cos green was no more ; sold out; kapooosh!; the ship with green fred perry's kena bombed and sunk; so yeahhh i got the brown one and mannnnnnn the inside is HHHHHHHHHUUUUGGGGEEEEEEE! WAHHHHHHHHHHH I LIKE I LIKE. so muchos space and the inside is lined with the fred perry wording aiyohhhhhhhhh my new boy friend is too coool man! i brought him home and polished him so that it wont have any scratches or what.
and also! ytd! i met sanddddyy booo for an hour and then she bought me the glassses pencilbox with the mirrror hohohohohohoho so cooooool! aiyohhhh thankyouuu! so clancy will be temporarily kicked aside until i find a new clancy :D haha the glasses one has a mirror now i no needta go to the toilet to see myself already mann. yayyyy and then i met wanl aft years of trying to go out haha.

and im glad mox loved her present of course its nice its like the epitome of sweetness SEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

okay i hope i do something meaningul next weeek like climb a mountain or something. aiyahh maybe to try not to step on ants or sth. hahah okay talking crap. im out. dinner at ding tai fung is innnnn.

2006-08-02T07:34:00.000-07:00

my eye sight is failing me so i have to use bold huge font :P

tired tired tired

zombie
zombie
zombie
zombie
zombie
zombiefied

oooops i banged into the wall

haha okay whatever not funny lahhh. chem now. talk later.

2006-07-31T07:07:00.000-07:00

HELLOHELLOHELLO(:

THIS IS CHERYL.

I JUST WANNA SAY I LOVE MINXIN(:
hahahahaha

I WAS JUST TO SHY TO ADMIT PREVIOUSLY
but i finally took the courage to do so(:

awwwww. so sweet.

hahahhahahs(:

halloo. what a confession(:

okay anw, this obviously isnt cheryl because her heart isnt BIG ENOUGH to make such confessions on her blog. she only does it to me personally =P

hahaha.

just wanna tell you to CHEER UP if you happen to have anything bothering you that you havent told me. be it school teachers(really unbearable ones that you can just borrow a gun and shoot them in the head) or whatever lahhh. be thankful you dont have to seee such disgusting people all year round, 24 hour around the clock. yupppppppp.

I LOVE YOU. please do take careeeeeeeeee. and stop flushing papaya down the toiletbowl cos they're good for health =D

and just a mini publicity here:
CHERYL IS TEACHER SQUIRREL so start calling her that nownowNOW!(:

okay. i need to dig a hole now and start crawling in before she kills me.

GOODBYE(:

p.s. do i get money for helping you update?
and please dont delete this blog entry that is written with the most sweat and blood and tear and saliva =D

2006-07-31T06:44:00.000-07:00

I ABHORE PEOPLE WHO THINK SO DAMN HIGHLY OF THEMSELVES; LIKE HELLO WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU ! GO AND GET A FRIGGGIN LIFE MAN.

2006-07-30T00:10:00.000-07:00

im back from church early :D for a change. today there was no children's worship so i was whisked offf for early lunch and then off to buy some watches and now im home trying to do my lit before tution starts. maybe i shld do something go cut my hair tmr or sth after sch which ends at 4 or either that i shld go do sth girly over at hollywood secrets haha:P but i want the haircut cos i like the hairwash its relaxing they massage your head nice and goood mann. but i havent made my student pass yet! urghhhhhhhhhh.

so on tues aft sch i have a date with yiz and wanl then wed training thurs i forgot what i had on then friday tang sand mox then sat i dont know training again. whatever comes i'll just take it. mmmmmmm OKAY SO INSTEAD OF SEVEN WEEEKS PROMOS HAS BEEEN CUT DOWN TO 6 WEEEKS SO I ONLY HAVE 6 BLOODY WEEKS LEFT TO DO EVERYTHING THAT I NEED TO DO AND GET MY ACT TOGETHER

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH OKAY I SHAL DO MY WORK AFTER FREAKING OUT.
bye!

2006-07-29T06:42:00.000-07:00

okay todays ptm went badly half the time i wanted to take out a gun and shoot her mouth to swipe off that smirk on her face. and sadly for my dad he just had to find out my results when he saw the result slip well its not my fault what its hard to tell this kind of results without being able to live after that. haha so my dad is in shock still lah and i feel so guilty for not being like my sister cos her results were good in jc and i am seriously performing below expectation mannn okay i need to go and get myself some help mann. so today's layout was wake up go for training eat lunch go for ptm come home shower and sleeep. oh boy its been a long time since i ever took a long 3 hr nap in the middle of a good sunny saturday afternooon cos ever since the start of the year im always out doing sth aimless on one of these saturdays everthing BUT staying at home and studying. but well now after that long 3 hr nap i have decided to start getting into serious mode cos its only like what 7 freaking weeks till promos omfg 7 okayyyy SEVENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN! so i better buck up and start revising all my first three months work cos me and first three months cant really seem to recall any work that i did or touched or went through. okayy if i get through promos and get promoted i want INCENTIVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but right now i cant talk to my dad about that cos he is still disappointed in me like how i can feel he is disappointed that i dint go donate the stupid bloood but the needles are like huge lah! how to donate! you will just die in the process of doing so mann! but aiyah maybe next time when im more mentally prepared and ready i'll do it maybe before i die i will write my will to donate my blood :P haha oh well so seven weeks more to promos and ive got to pass it cos i heard for appeal cases like me that dont accept no chances man. which sucks so bad. why did i ever come to cj yuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

and my sis is leaving in like three days time for taiwan what does taiwan have nothing but riots and weird parliment ministers. shes going to be gone for eight days i better find stuff to fill my weeek now. okay and i have my fridays full haha yay! so cant wait for next friday :D and maybe i'll try to fit in something on tues and thurs :D alright!!! okay into work mode nowwww and i will relive freedom in another letsay 7 or 6 weeeks.

hello happiness are you here to stay ?

2006-07-28T07:54:00.000-07:00

i saw this photo and decided i like it anyway its a nice ad :D

this week is sucha bad week for me i shall list the stufff that happened to me :

1. i fell down during PE and then my finger got smashed by the stupid ball so now i have pussy knee scratched up knee and bloated banana finger so which means i have to have the pleasure of screaming in the shower and washing my hair and body with my hand wahhhhhhhhh so coool

2. i got picked on by teachers i hate this. even in sec sch when fifi tan always picked on me wahlaoo and now when i come to jc tooo wth the world is unfair i shld hang a i love teachers sign on myself lahhhh. made to sit in lecture first row wahhhh with jordan somemore my god i must be damn lucky haha. aiyah dont wanan talk abt it makes me mad only then all the f words will come out ahha

3. tmr is ptm i HATE PTM it suckss

4,5,6,7,8,9,10. REPEAT POINTS 1 TO 3 (LOOK AT THE ABOVE POINTS AGAIN)

okay thats how much my week sucked okay doesnt look like much but its damn much man!
anyway ptm tmr i hate ptm

2006-07-27T06:52:00.000-07:00

I DONT LIKE MISSS T ^%&(%)(&%)&$#^&$_)%)*&%&% LETS JUST KEEEP THE NAME ANONYMOUS YEAHHHHH welll f*uck you bitch for picking on me bet your eyes grow on your ass cos you make wrong judgement calls. urghh i cant believe my life has beeen reduced to spamming teachers haha God save me! yeah well so in between laughing and swearing at herr well you just feeel like punching her face and flattening it maybe i just have this anti teacher face lahh so msot teachers hate me but whatever i hate you and you hate me you wanna make my life hard i will make your life harder by praying to God and make you NOT go to heaven hah! beat that! bitch!

okay haha thats just so ungodly. repentance .

2006-07-24T06:17:00.000-07:00

dear God,

in my times of confusion and folly ;
walk beside me Lord ;
never forsake me
cos there is no one else for me none but Jesus

in the stillness ; in the chaos;
you uplift me and break my fall when im hurt ;
all of my hope ; all of my strength is in you Lord

paste my pieces back together and pick me up;
broken hearts broken minds ;
only you can set me free

and i wait .
amen.

2006-07-23T08:46:00.000-07:00

in the chaos in the confusion i know you are sovereign still.

church was great as usual and then the children were great like how every sunday goes when they see me they call me teacher squirrel hahaha shittt i dont even know how i got that name mannn do i even look like a squirrel?!?!?! haha i walk past kids and then i hear that name resound in my head haha man sometimes i wish i cld just strangle their heads offf but cannot lah cos im in church haha. Luke was being sucha dolll by climbing all over my head screaming here and there i think i felt like i just walked out of an asylum. my goddddddddd anyway its always fun haha they are sucha fun bunch to teach mannn the girls are sweet and the boys are just noisy lahhh but during lesson elaine asked the kids who do you think will go to heaven and then luke shouted "TEACHER SQUIRREL! " for that moment i was like wahhhhhhhhhhhh shutup sit down and stop climbing all about and wthhhhhhhhhhh that is not even my name lahhh for god's sakes! buttttttt haha susequently that seriously put a smile on my face for the next like hour or so cos i dont know its quite sweet right! haha kids version of people going to heaven are squirrels aiyahh so in that case i sure wont mind being a squirrel lahhh. monkey also cannnnnn. haha so that was thatt.

yayyyyyyy the best part of today i had 4 hrs with sand hohohohohohohoho yayyyyyyyy its still as fun even thought we meeet in between tutions haha we always laugh at the stupidest stuff man. haha which reminds me we just laughed for like ten minutes over a snail that time hahahahah. okayyy HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL sch starts tmr and i sure know im not going to have a good weeeek there are hell a lot of obstacles gonna come my way ahhhhhhhhh wthhhhhhhh but whatever it is i'll get through it. letsee how long i'll last mannn. sure can one no problem yes yes yes im like duracell batteries okayyy i am the duracell bunny hop hop hop. aiyahh so long as thursday comes soon and im still in one piece i have every SINGLE SHIT TO BE THANKFUL FOR ALREADY. greatness! im off to sleep now and i only did two math questions hahahahhaha omg cheryl you are sucha loser. BUT! tmr im going for morning run so im now officially a winner someone pls shake my hand :D !

2006-07-22T08:54:00.000-07:00

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frogface. IM TIRED ! SLEEEEEEEEEP. SHALL DO MY CHEM READINGS TMR WITH MY PRECIOUS TB. tmr is sandyyy time yay!camera. remb.

2006-07-22T06:30:00.000-07:00

yayyy friday and saturday have been by far THE BEST FRIDAYS AND SATURDAYS EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!! yayyy im feeeling so relaxed so happpy so bouncy so chilled calm whatever you name it! i am it! AND WHEN I MEAN BEST SATURDAY AND FRIDAY I MEAN SERIOUSLY BESTESTESTESTEST ones ever since jc life has started ever since 2006 started ever since 3rd of jan started ever since i had to put on that dumbshit cj uni ever since i had to go to a unisex schoool (and even though there are guys life is still boring so no diff why shld we even have jc WHERE IS THE MOTIVATION MANNNNN!WAHHHHH!) ever since i stepped into maybe like what one of the smallest jc's in singapore wahhhhh i clearly rembember swearing like mad to myself that i will never ever shit-god-so-help-me-even-if-i-had-no-other-choice-i-will-rather-go-to-poly-kind-of-jc. yeahhh wahhhhhh seee ever since then mannn! thats like DAMN LONG LAHHHHHHHHH. yeahhh so that is to prove how relaxed i am about today and ytd hahahaha if i die tmr i will die happily mannn.

so lets start on fridayy not really interesting actually hahaha :P but damn meaningful to me yeahhh. so sch as usual wahhhhhhhhhhh okay that part is boring so lets not talk abt THOSE parts hahaha cos its boring lahhh! so anyway aft schh i met nic and we talk talk talk talk talk talk wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and then i went to her house talk talk talk talk. its not really anyone's version of fun but it is relieving. talk abt problems yoga and every shittty little thing aiyahh so basically its fun lah! to me! it has beeen years ince i stepped into j8 my goddd i always thought it was cheeenafied ahbengish disgusting yucky wahlao why so many ahbengs and halians ahh place and it still is but bishan has a lot of wind :D damn windyy mann! its nice strolling outside the hdb area at like 8/9 at night wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh the wind can BLOW ME AWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! literally and metephorically haha okay whatever. so thats that and when i got home i had this tiny fcuked up disfunctional mother who had to happily prance in front of me and ruin 1/1465789253478234650965401865064105 HAPPINESS of my day what an asshole she started screaming at me cos i dint read the newspapers and she begged me to make her life easier hahahahah like aiyah whatever lahh how is ME reading newspapers even going to make your life easier mannn. every page i turn or every line i read is going to make your life longer by one year ahhhhhhh ???????? fat hope if thats the case i wont bother turning anypages lahhh what a retard.

on to saturday. HAHAHAHAHAH SHIT IM HAPPPY TODAY COS! i went for training yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and it turns out omfg i am how pro lahhh my god im not a slacker pls im like one of the few girls who turned up for training !man! im proud of myself !and because of that i shld award myself i shld just pon morning run and wednesday's training hahah :D anyway i almost died during training lah as usu. so bussed arnd aft training lunch at tcc then MOVIE ! YAYYYY! PIRATESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!AYEEEEEE!!!!! yayyyyy so cool lahhh that show is made out of hot people. aiyahhh anyway if johnny depp can braid his beard why cant i braid my hair ahhhhhh aiyah anyway my hair is unbraidable man. oh yeahh i think pirates 3 will come outt. its such a good show i will help increase revenue for johnny depp and co. :D go watch it AGAIN! and then anyway collected some stuff aft the movie and it is dinner and home ! yay todays a goodayy. all i have to do now is to do my work lahhh yuckkk

i still havent told my mom my results yet my god shes just going to flip. im trying to be like damn extra nice to her but i dont seeem to be helping myself by daoing herr hahah :P thats my new move ! since i cant talk shit into her just not reply her at all and dont talk to her at all. aiyahh but thats just not helping me lah! nvm on monday i will buy chocolates and flowers for her but what she really wants is an OSIM MASSAGE CHAIR like huhhh wtfff she says i must get her one next time O_o wait long long lahhh. just buy a chair and write "osim massage chair".
work is callling me now lahh okay bye.

2006-07-20T09:36:00.000-07:00

today is seriously a day to remb man I AM FINALLY OMG FINALLLY IN THE MOOD TO DO MY WORK HAHAHAHHAA WAHHHHH AM I GREAT OR WHAT! yayy finallly after sucha long period of slacking and procrastinating i am finally getting started on math! yayyyyyy! but i dont think the E series likes me lahhh i just cant seeem to do it anyway i hate it and it hates me so the feeling is just mutual. and tmr i shall do my chem with my VERY EXPENSIVE chem tb which i bought so coooly bought :D IT COSTS FREAKING 55 BUCKS URGHHHHHHHHHHHH i think i just felt my heart cringe but nvm lah its not my money anyway its my mom's so i can spend more if it haha :P aiyahhhhh its such an ex tb lah i think i shld install cameras onto that book in case anyone steals it. anyway since i paid so damn much for it it better help me get an A for chem lah otherwsie &%&^(*&_()*&!!!!!! waste money and waste my energy carrying that book its damn heavy and damn thick. nvm i grow arm muscles okay :p

today is such a boring dayy. days like that are always such a bore except when i saw some ninja turtles in school for racial harmony haha and militant people haha my god i swear this is the only kind of shit that you can only get in cj. its called exclusiveness:P haha anywayy on the bus home so nuts guy scolded me for moving slowly in the bus huh! like wth is your problem no eyes to see that there is a queue infront of me! go scold the people infront of me and not me. pisss offf and he looks weird cos hes old hahahhh aiyah whatever its not getting any earlier and im still struggling with math i'll just go to sleep dreaming of it. okay! tmr is another disgustingly boring day. cant wait for sunday !:D

and then we wonder how much do we actually know about these people ?

2006-07-13T08:05:00.000-07:00

TGIF is coming sooooon! yayyyyyyyy its just tmrrr! haha i cant belive its coming to the end of the week just when i thought that i wldnt be able to survive without my sister being gone and that i have hockey training on wed i almost wanted to take a day off and not come to sch at all okay but all that is just weak thinking i shld never ever think like that ! but wahhhhh the week is coming to and end alrd thats FASTTT! ZOOOM ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM

haha aiyah i hope i do sth fun tmr. even though days past fast but school is still as siannn. the periods of time in school is just torturous until school is over then everything moves at super fast pace then night is over and then morning comes again. im doing eom now have beeen draggging on this shit for DAYSSSSSSSS three days to be exact omg wahlao everytime i open the document i aways end up closing it cos I HAVE SOMEMORE TIME TO DO IT ! wahh my thinking really sucks man. so now i'll just rush it out and hand it in tmr. and so far i have gotten back all my results and they all suck wahhhhhhhhhh i have to figure a way to tell my mother without getting killed or shot or scolded to death haha.

THINGS I NEEEEEEEEEEED

SHOE BAG
MY FRED PERRRY (HAHAHA WHICH I HAVE BEEEN SAYING THAT I WANT TO GET FOR YEARS!)
FLAT SHOES (WHICH I ALSO WANTED TO GET SINCE DINOSAUR YEARS AGO)
NUM SHIRT
A NEWWW PENCILBOX
SHORTS
SHOES SHOES SHOES

with God before me who can be against me !

2006-07-10T06:52:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA OMG I REALLY LIKE THIS CONVO EVEN THOUGHH I WAS MAINLY LIKE TALKING TO MYSELF AHHHHH I WONDER WHYYYYYYYY! haha it makes me laugh man this convo cos it just shows how spastic my mom is and what happened on EVENTFUL SUNDAY ! :D i day i will never forget hahaha okay happy reading that is if you can tahan reading this whole mess of words :P :D ~! cheeers people

outgrownobsession says:
and then ytd got erruption ahh my mother suddd just start crying cos my sis need to leave and go down to tampanies to do some work shit cos her bosss ask her to
outgrownobsession says:
and then my mom said
outgrownobsession says:
why cant you tell your boss that you have family dinner
outgrownobsession says:
im sure she will understand right
outgrownobsession says:
wahlaooo thats damn spastic lahhh if everyone was like that no one need to work alrd man
sandra you can never have what you want exactly. says:
but not her fault wad
outgrownobsession says:
and then she started to cry you know! WAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! HAHAHA CRY ABT HOW COME SHE HASNT COME HOME FOR DINNER FOR THE PAST ONE WEEEEK THEN NOW DINNER ON SUNDAY ALSO CANNOT EATTT
outgrownobsession says:
HAHA WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
outgrownobsession says:
WHEN SHE CRYING I WAS LAUGHING OKAYYYY
outgrownobsession says:
HAHA OKAY LAH THIS ISNT A VERY GOOD EXAMPLE OF A KIND HEART AND MAGNANIMOUS SPIRIT I HAVE MANNN
outgrownobsession says:
BUT IT WAS LIKE WAHHHHHH WHY YOU SO RETARDED MANNN CRY OVER THIS KIND OF SHIT
outgrownobsession says:
its just work its sth she has to do mannnnn
outgrownobsession says:
wahhhhhhhhhhh my god liddat no one on earth needs to have a job lah
outgrownobsession says:
cos they whole day need to shop with the family eat with the family
outgrownobsession says:
watch tv with the family
outgrownobsession says:
siaoooooooooo aiyoh now ym dad is home ahh she can glue her mouth up man
sandra you can never have what you want exactly. says:
hahahaha
sandra you can never have what you want exactly. says:
u v mean to ur mother la woman
sandra you can never have what you want exactly. says:
why she cry u never go console her lehhh
outgrownobsession says:
i got after me and my sister finish laughing at her we went to get her tissue paper for her to continue crying lahhhhh
sandra you can never have what you want exactly. says:
hahahaha
sandra you can never have what you want exactly. says:
omg laaa
outgrownobsession says:
tissue you knowwww then after that when i had dinner with her i consolled her with my remedies plss
sandra you can never have what you want exactly. says:
u all best la
outgrownobsession says:
haha cannot help it mah
outgrownobsession says:
there comes a point in everyones life where this kind of stupid explosions ahh become so funny you just have to laugh at them mann
outgrownobsession says:
cos seriously ahhh its how small a matter lahhh you are complaining abt sth that is uncomplaniable pls cos is not say my sis runs the office and shes the bosss whattt and plus my sis is under attachement getting paid mann
outgrownobsession says:
wahhhhhh then at the end of attachment the bosss write there
outgrownobsession says:
unable to attend function cos mother say must stay home for family dinner O_o
outgrownobsession says:
wahhhhhh how spastic lahh
outgrownobsession says:
aiyoh really no words you knowww then she dont let my sister leave the house you know
outgrownobsession says:
say what NO you cannot go to work
outgrownobsession says:
we must finish quarellling
outgrownobsession says:
hahaha wthhhhhhh then i laugh somemoree

2006-07-10T06:28:00.000-07:00

okayi have yet to start on my eom which is so damn stupid mannn why cant we just do it out in essay form and not have a hard time trying to answer all the stupid questions given to us. wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

my dad is back and my sis is leaving tmr and then when my sis gets back my dad will be leaving haha so erm when is my turn to leave? hahaha aiyohhh i just want to go overseas and relax and do stupid tourist stufff and see new things rihgt now im seeing the same old things and life isnt getting any more happening for me haha. i still have to collect my ipod and pay 80 bucks for it booohooooo what a beautifully big amount of money! but nvm lah im going to make my mom pay for me :P and thennnn the best part is my sister went to lose the collection slip for me wahhhhhhh nvm lah so long as i show them that i am the one and only cheryl ang i willl definitely be able to get my ipod backkk yay!!

anyway there are a thousand and one things i wanna get. i want i want i neeed i neeed

i wanna go for a misssion trip at the end of the year! cambodia with the kids! its going to be me dirty flooors kampongs and many dogs loitering around the streeets and dim streeet lights and the fear of getting killed or kidnappped but nvm lah i wanna sign up for it haha it will be a CHALLENGE AHHHHHHHHHHHH. okayyy lets just see if i even sign up for it or not ;P haha thats if i have the balls to :P but i have no balls so no need to sign up lahh

okay im talking rubbish now neeed to do eom wahhhhhhhhhhh stupid!

2006-07-08T08:36:00.000-07:00

footnote! : today while i was busssing home i met this really nice lady and we chatted up really nicely with each other. basically she asked me if i was a christian and i was like yeahh and she was like praise the lord ; thank God and so on haha and so we got on to talking abt how we view charismatic worhsip speaking in tongues to what to major in in uni and then we started talking about law and stuff haha its quite interesting. the wonders of such a passing pleasant stranger really made my day cos initially i was stonning on the bus and really tired cos today is the FIRST ever training day ever since forever for me wahhhhhhh yayyy! anyway i survived it! :D yeah but after talking to her its just amazing how God puts these people in your lives and though they dont really play such a significant role but they do leave subtle yet pleasant marks in your day. made me really happy to know that i dont know there is still love out there ? haha that God really does care :D ahhs nice stranger sent by God.

anyway my sis is leaving for her trip on tues wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and i will be left alone in desperation for 8 days i will come back to an empty home and lead a mute's life and then i will have no one to complain to about the shittty food that i have for dinner. and then there will be no one to cheer me up if my day went really badly. not really cheer me up but she does know how to make me feeel just myself in her presence i can be whoever i wanna be. life's just horrible now its unexplainable.

watched superman returns today its a really good movie though i thought it sucked at first haha.aiyoh im just really tired nowwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!! sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

2006-07-06T08:36:00.000-07:00

I FEEEL LIKE I NEED TO RANT ABOUT SOMETHING AND COMPLAIN AND MAKE SUPER ALOT OF NOISE ABOUT BASICALLY ANYTHING AHHHH
WAHHHHHH
RANT
RANT
RANT
RANT
RANT
RANT
RANT
RANT COMPLAIN
WAHHHHHHH LUFAWENFABWLJIEFALBCAJBFDCBABCKJAB GFUAHWBFOUA EFAEWabhbdHgcuigSFWFNB
HAHA OKAY IM DONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
AND I STILL FEEL THE SAME !

2006-07-05T08:14:00.000-07:00

ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh today started out stupid cos we had stupid ocs or is it ocis to go for what a mooood killer lahhh go for that kinda shit to waste my precious time on some army guys all the way in FAR AWAY JURONG wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh so damn far man anyway it was damn hot sweltering okayyyy i think there was this point where i thought that i was about to come close to melting lahhh. nowadays killing is not necessary ahhh no need to waste energy just have to stand under the sun and you will just die by melting! anyway so spent 3/4 of the day there doing nth wahhhhhhhhhhhh walked around take short naps in the aircon rooom then walk arnd take another short nap in the bus ride backkk wahhhhh maybe the sleeep was too sweeet i had a dream :D but i forgot about what its just one of those damn forgettable dreams.

so anyway the highlight of today is the fact that WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I SAW WITH MY OWN TWO EYES THAT SOMEGUY PROPOSED TO HIS GF AT FISH AND CO GLASSHOUSE :D wahhh cheeers to the happy couple! it was so cute ! and sweeet! i almost cried lahhhhh cos he went up to the stage and made kind of like a little speech where he wanted the gf to spend the rest of his life with her kind of speeech wahhh but the way he said it was so sweeet lahhh it was so cute cos he was nervous and he dint really speak that good english and he looks like he is living in the wrong era wrong time and wrong age ahhh he had this 70's haristyle mannn long hair bet he can tie it up siaaaa! and then he was wearing this floral print dull coloured shirt FLORAL MAN! and then he had long fingernails?! wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh is it the in thing today for guys to have long fingernails tooo??????????? wah LMAO at first i was seriously thinking woah what a weirdo of course i'll just reject this kinf od weird bf rifght! but NOOOOOOOOOO hes just damn sweeet lahhh. if he can actually go up onto the stage and propose it shows that he has seriously alot of gutsmannnnnnnnnnn alll the wayyyyyyyyy!! and so clap clap clap she accepted the NOT TIFFANY AND CO ring :P haha but yeahhh hope they have a great wedding togetherrr they have a whole journey awaiting them.

hm but to propose at fish and co????????????????? no atmosphere????????????????? haha nvm but the point is that he did it and thats so sweeet . im impressed
ALL THE WAYYY 70'S GUYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!! :D

tiredddddddddddddddddddddddddd shagged pooped sleeep sleeep sleeeep
aiyohhh and how did italy actually manage to score at the last two minutes ahhhhhh ??? please enlighten me

2006-07-04T05:57:00.000-07:00

haha i cant believe i fell for it AGAIN haha twice ever since first three months haha ive got to start opening up my eyes and looking at the seriously clear signs i am soo blind i just cant believe i let myself cave and fall for it again and again and again. im gonna stop now.

2006-06-29T09:56:00.000-07:00

i think everyone grows up with a love/hate relationship with their mothers. on times when we realise that we need money or we realise that gss is on and need funding we love bits those are the special days but on regular days they are such bitches you feeel like stranggling their assses offf. my mom is the greatest woman on earth without a doubt shes the only woman who can test the level of my patience and tolerence and after that stretch that as far as she can; waiting and hoping i blow up at her so that she can run and go and tell my dad that i have beeen disrespectful and that they should send me to the temple to become a nun blah blah blah blah another half an hour of her weeeping and acting cute infront of my dad omg wthhhhhhhhhhhhh gooood god the only thing she is good at is whinning and complaining how hard her life is when she doesnt even have a godamn job godamnit!

my dads leaving and oh boy she seriously chose a definitely wrong time to tred on my toes man bitch HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH SUCKERRRRRRRRRRRRRR cos this would mean shes going into total isolation cos NO ONE absolutely no one is going to talk to her i mean my sis cant give a shit about her and now im just not gonna talk to her (depending on my moood). oh welll too baddd so saddd. you freaking expect everyone to give up their lives so that they can fit into yours not everything about you is special please.

classic example: one fine sunday cheryl pig and bernice pig and mommy pig went out to town to eat CRYSTAL JADE ! cos daddy pig was in china buying pork. so then bernice pig and cheryl pig decided to stay in town awhile more after lunch to walk walk so mommy pig went home first to sleeep (as in seriously). so we came back and we saw her sleeeping so we naturally went to do our own stufff right i mean why would anyone in the right mind go and wake the person up and say that we are home! but noooooooo omfg she woke up came into the room and started screaming man i swear she just opened the door and started screaming haha shit it was like damn hilarious and anyway she was screaming about how we got home and dint even bother to say hi to her hahaah wtf right?! i mean like you are clearly sleeeping man what do you want us to do enter your dreams and say hi ?! wtfffffffff urghhh go and get a life man. omg shes just so unbelivable yeahh sometimes whatever she screams about just never ceases to amaze me how she can scream and make a big hoha over the most shittingliest situations which are so minute and so spastically stupiddd. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm is that what we called old age?

i think so!

oh well whatever i hope she doesnt make me wanna punch her stupid face tmr wah i think i will specially go and buy a hammer and hammer her face inwards okayyyyyyy wahhhhhhhh hahaha i think im gonna die young from spending my life being pissed with her. anyway thats what children with parents have to do anyway spend away half their youth squabbling with their parents over stupid stufff which dont even crappingly matter. some parents are just more spastically retarded than others.

haha okay im tired after all that complaining. sleeep!

2006-06-27T07:40:00.000-07:00

STOP EXISTING AND START LIVING !!!!!!!!!!!

2006-06-27T03:33:00.000-07:00

everything ends tmr wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh thats kind of fast actually just when i was getting in the mood of exams everything is ending yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy haha chem today was sucky beyond measure suckky sucky sucky sucky.

O-O HELLLOOOOO THESE ARE MY EYES O-O

ihavewellpassedthepointof

2006-06-26T02:35:00.000-07:00

yayyyyyyyyy!!!!!!! so ECONS IS OVER AND LIT IS OVER AND CHEM SPA IS OVER TWO MORE TO GOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! JUST CHEM AND MATHS well maths isnt really counted cos you dont have to mug so basically its just chem left wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

haha so today i dint have chinese at alll so i dint need to go to school EARLY IN THE MORNING HAHA so i happily woke up at 9.30 did my readings for econs to freaking make sure i know everything then did a bit of chem and got out of the house to go have lunch with hx then on the way to town woahhhhhhhhhh haha i met this super cute girl on the bus OMFGGGGGG SO CUTE LAHHHHHHHHHH HAHA SHE WAVED AT ME AND MADE MY DAY :D haha she was sitting beside me and then she waved and said helllo hahaha wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh so cute ! so obviously i waved back my god i wanted to grab her and run away but too bad she alighted at newton kindergarten hahaha tmr i shall go there and kidnapp her! wahhh shit shes so cute mannn shes like the cutest kid on earth when she grows up she will break many hearts ahhhhhhh shes a pretty kid tooo. aiyohh so cute!

had lunch reached shcoool did econs which was kind of horrible it was cold and after an hour my nails turned purple ahhh so freezing lah and then i had to write fast cos i realised that i was too slow you telll me how to be fast when your fingers are frozen ?! i had to keeep blowing onto my fingers so they will defrost ahhh next time bring a finger heater. hmmmmmmm so case study was bad the first essay was bad i did not even do the second part of my first essay no time i i dint understand what it was talking abt so 13 marks wave bye bye wahhhhh ! but second question was quite good i hope i score MY HOPE : GET SUB PASS FOR ECONS hope i can even get a subpass.

so anyway exam ended at 4 with me dying of coldness and brain deadness went to town to grab my flat white and now im home. OH! and while waiting for the bus home i saw this other kid who waved at me not even as cute as the other one i saw in the morning mannn this one looked like a hippo with big eyes stuck onto her face anyway shes mixed bloood :P haha she waved at me but since she was not as pretty as the other one i dint wave back :P haha no lahhhhhhhh i waved and then continued waiting for the bus hahaha

tmr tmr ..... wait outside newton kindergarten haha nahhhhhh but shes seriously cute loook hair and chubbby cheeeks and her complexion wahhhh is seirously damn goood unlike my face my face is peeeling okay i think i have some skin abnormalities thing aiyohhhhh sucha screwed up face. so anyway i hve to do chem now bye!

2006-06-24T23:32:00.000-07:00

only three more days till i can start slacking again oooooooooh hurrry hurrry come !
well and from monday onwards until the end of the year i have got approximately six more months of torture in school until the holidays come
from now to alevels i have one and a half more years
its only 1.5 more years or less discounting the other minor holidays like hari raya and whatever shit holidays we have well i wont die. i'll live through it versus to be in some life threatening situationi'd rather pick 1.5 years more in jc.

note. THANKS WANL FOR THE CANDLE HAHAHA I THOUGHT IT WAS EATABLE :p BUT ITS PRETTTY COOOL LAHHH EHHH AND I DONT THINK I CAN BEAR TO BURN IT AHHHH ONLY IF MY HOUSE HAS A BLACK OUT OR STH LAHHH. AND WHENNNNNNNNNNNNN ARE WE MEETING UP HAHA WHERE HAS STUDYING AND EATING OUTINGS GONE TO AHHHHHHH ????????? AND I SAID STH HORRIBLE YTD AND OUT LOUD SOMEMORE

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